Stupid lonely emotions...
So it's 4:30am Christmas day...
I'm currently making a christmas present for a dear family friend who... I honestly just forgot about. So i'm busting ass trying to get this preseant done in the next eight hours...
I'm exhausted...
All I want is to lay down next to someone and kiss them and to be kissed back. I want to feel warmth that warms me all the way down to my heart.
I'm so lonely right now. Why is that the person I want to be close to, want to be close to me?
I'm so tired of things right now that I just want to wash my hands of it and say, "now it's up to you..."
My only fear of that is, that they won't try.
My option is to let my heart be sliced into paper thin sheets, or left out to rot.
Nice...
fuck love!
I'm currently making a christmas present for a dear family friend who... I honestly just forgot about. So i'm busting ass trying to get this preseant done in the next eight hours...
I'm exhausted...
All I want is to lay down next to someone and kiss them and to be kissed back. I want to feel warmth that warms me all the way down to my heart.
I'm so lonely right now. Why is that the person I want to be close to, want to be close to me?
I'm so tired of things right now that I just want to wash my hands of it and say, "now it's up to you..."
My only fear of that is, that they won't try.
My option is to let my heart be sliced into paper thin sheets, or left out to rot.
Nice...
fuck love!