Sep 07, 2008 20:59
Steep dormant cinder cone volcanoes are not very easy to climb.
Not very fucking easy at all. XD
But I love Geology Club. <3 So it all works out.
Doing laundry in college is awkward.
I said hi to this girl who was in there when I came to put my stuff in the washer, and she just stared at me. Haha, sheeeesh. Just being friendly.
Books are so fucking expensive. GAAAAH.
And I lost my hat when I went to SP Crater by the way. I just bought it seriously THE DAY BEFORE we went. Yezus. Not cool.
Know what is cool? SP stands for Shit Pot. Honestly, that's what it's called. Apparently that's what people thought it looked like.
I wish I could have made it to the top, dammit. Would have been really bitchin'.
I'll make up for it some other time though, when I'm in shape and don't feel dehydrated and am acclimatized completely to the higher elevation.
Yarrrr. I ramble.
I won a rock at the Geology Club meeting. From a raffle. Mhm.
Ugh. Some people in my life are getting really annoying lately.
-_-
I .. ugh, I don't want to gossip about it or bitch about it. But just, MAAAAAAN could you shut your mouth for ONE minute? That's all I ask. I'd like to walk into the room without having squeals and groans and laughter about how great you are just fucking thrown at me with no warning. I'd also like to be acknowledged. I listen to your bullshit, man! Listen to mine!!
And yeah, it's so wonderful that it's only two weeks into the semester and you've already found someone. Makes me feel really great too, when you keep talking about how cute it is. I kind of want to stab myself when you keep talking about how "cute" and how "in love" you guys are. For fucking serious. D<
Alright. Enough of rant.
It doesn't mean I hate her, seriously. I don't hate her.
I am just about to go insane. Thaaaat's all.
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Let's see.
Hm. Lately I feel weirdly inadequate. I mean, when comparing myself to other girls. I guess that's obviously natural, because everybody gets like that. Right? But it's just like.. Gah. I feel so unimportant. Which I am. Don't get me wrong. I don't want people to worship me, but I'd like to be thought of as a cool person. Which I am, right? Right? Bleh. It sounds really ridiculous and cliche and fucking shallow to say this, but I wish I was beautiful or hot or something, you know?
Guh, that sounds so stupid, but I said it. That's obviously not the only thing I aspire to be in life.. It's just that there are so many amazing people that I've been around and.. they're smart and good-looking and they have a good sense of humor and they are like.. magnetic ! to me.
I dunno.
I guess I just want to be a better person.
I'm already changing a LOT. So that's good.
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I should probably go see if my laundry is done drying.
Edit.
Well, FUCK. I just went into the laundry room and apparently the dryer that I fucking PAYED FOR only had nine minutes left on it because someone else took their laundry out early. And I was really confused because all of my clothes were on the table in there. And the guy that was in there before was just kind of standing there awkwardly. Hahaaaa, but yeah he wasn't the one who took my clothes out. And all the dryers were full. So now my clothes are all wet. Time to bust out the drying rack! Man. Fuck. Seriously, awkward. One of my bras was near the top of the pile. Sweeeeeet. -__-
Edit x2.
Seriously considering geology as a major. Still not sure but yeah.