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I feel like an idiot but if you ask me why I won't be able to answer you.
Everything is so hectic right now, and I don't feel like I've got too good a grasp on anything. I'm trying ot keep my eyes on one goal at time and get there one step at time. I'm really trying not to get dizzy and fall on my face. It is times like these that I feel I need to be the strongest. It is times liek these when that weird mask of calm, and poise comes out and all my we motions get bottled up inside me.
I care about those around me, and I help them and care for them as much as I possibly can. Then I forget about myself. And then I get hurt. Then I worry if I'm pushing too much. And then I get dizzy. And then I fall.
I'm hurting....
And all I Seem to want to do, every minute of every day is cry. And no it's not because of some stupid class, or schoo, or even the show.
Those things seem so small compared to my family.
*sugh*
I trust God..I do.
I trust him and what he'll do.
Everything is so hectic right now, and I don't feel like I've got too good a grasp on anything. I'm trying ot keep my eyes on one goal at time and get there one step at time. I'm really trying not to get dizzy and fall on my face. It is times like these that I feel I need to be the strongest. It is times liek these when that weird mask of calm, and poise comes out and all my we motions get bottled up inside me.
I care about those around me, and I help them and care for them as much as I possibly can. Then I forget about myself. And then I get hurt. Then I worry if I'm pushing too much. And then I get dizzy. And then I fall.
I'm hurting....
And all I Seem to want to do, every minute of every day is cry. And no it's not because of some stupid class, or schoo, or even the show.
Those things seem so small compared to my family.
*sugh*
I trust God..I do.
I trust him and what he'll do.