Been Here Again
Time doubles back upon itself. Old doubts assail, old winds set sail-I break free from old loops and enter a new one in the city, again. Living downtown is good. Today I bring a bigger bed. Job searching is also fun. Interviews every day-next week I should have some options.
Out my window, at night, I wait for her that will not call me (but she calls me) and I hold onto prayers and faith and-geesh. This is my life?
Yeah. Hell yeah. I am on the wheels of steel again and smoking new Nat Shermans. Damn they are good. And I have apartment housewarmings stringing out each time a friend calls...and my phone...damn that portal of heartache and suspense...does she want me back?
Maybe we will sleep together and in the morning it will all feel mended and less confusing. Each time we have hung out we have drawn closer, more tender,...the doubts are all hers-as usual. Me? I just want a job. And a good LSAT score. And admission into law school.
That's what I want. That is what I am setting out to get. And yeah, I'll write poetry, do some drawings, and mix music in the lonely hours of the night.
GGAllin/AmyGrant/Dolly Parton
Out my window, at night, I wait for her that will not call me (but she calls me) and I hold onto prayers and faith and-geesh. This is my life?
Yeah. Hell yeah. I am on the wheels of steel again and smoking new Nat Shermans. Damn they are good. And I have apartment housewarmings stringing out each time a friend calls...and my phone...damn that portal of heartache and suspense...does she want me back?
Maybe we will sleep together and in the morning it will all feel mended and less confusing. Each time we have hung out we have drawn closer, more tender,...the doubts are all hers-as usual. Me? I just want a job. And a good LSAT score. And admission into law school.
That's what I want. That is what I am setting out to get. And yeah, I'll write poetry, do some drawings, and mix music in the lonely hours of the night.
GGAllin/AmyGrant/Dolly Parton