Feeling a bit small
As most of you probably know already, I blew up at an old friend of mine a few days ago and ended the friendship. That still stands and I have no regrets. Why I stayed friends with her in the first place is a mystery. the part that concerns me here are the reactions I got when I blew up.
Just so everyone knows, I'm not upset with ANYONE here save maybe myself. And even there only a little bit. I'm just a tad embarassed. Yes, I do realize that I'm cared about. But consider this:
When I blew up in my LJ the other day only one person was noticeably concerned about what was wrong.
Row... What's up hun?
One other who didn't know me very well laced into me just a tad. (I did have it coming)
Well that's friendly...
One other asked me to hit the person for her too.
The rest? They just wondered if it I was pissed off at them and one other made a point of proving why it couldn't have been her.
Ok, like I said before I'm a bit embarassed about this. Why???
Like I said. I'm not at all upset here. I'm just having a small chuckle at my own expense...
Has my temper really become that legendary? Have I become the Dark Helmet of Nashua? *Everyone grabs their crotch when I walk into a room?*
Has it gotten to the point that a curious bystander looks for my bio in the dictionary... under Rabies?
Do people check their body for punctures after hugging me?
Has my disposition established me as a sideshow attraction of some sort?
"Ladies and Gentlemen! My I direct your attention to the exhibit center on the fairway where you will see some of the great wonders of the world. You'll see the Snakeman, the world's skinniest woman, The amazing Rubber boy and the Horror that IS the only man-eating Transsexual in captivity! She Rants, She screams, She doubles as field artillery!
Maybe I should tone down the Manson-Aura. Whaddya think, hmm?
Perhaps I should cultivate some of the more civilised influences I've had in the last few years.
Well, that goes without saying actually. But I suppose I should keep a balanced perspective regarding my temper, or distemper, depending on your point of view. After all, if nothing else can be said for my disposition at least my friends seem to be entertained. Well, most of them anyway.
Q: Does Natalie have an anger management problem?
A: Is Ex-Lax fatal to a politician? Of course she does!
I can only hope the majority of you won't hold it against me.
Just so everyone knows, I'm not upset with ANYONE here save maybe myself. And even there only a little bit. I'm just a tad embarassed. Yes, I do realize that I'm cared about. But consider this:
When I blew up in my LJ the other day only one person was noticeably concerned about what was wrong.
Row... What's up hun?
One other who didn't know me very well laced into me just a tad. (I did have it coming)
Well that's friendly...
One other asked me to hit the person for her too.
The rest? They just wondered if it I was pissed off at them and one other made a point of proving why it couldn't have been her.
Ok, like I said before I'm a bit embarassed about this. Why???
Like I said. I'm not at all upset here. I'm just having a small chuckle at my own expense...
Has my temper really become that legendary? Have I become the Dark Helmet of Nashua? *Everyone grabs their crotch when I walk into a room?*
Has it gotten to the point that a curious bystander looks for my bio in the dictionary... under Rabies?
Do people check their body for punctures after hugging me?
Has my disposition established me as a sideshow attraction of some sort?
"Ladies and Gentlemen! My I direct your attention to the exhibit center on the fairway where you will see some of the great wonders of the world. You'll see the Snakeman, the world's skinniest woman, The amazing Rubber boy and the Horror that IS the only man-eating Transsexual in captivity! She Rants, She screams, She doubles as field artillery!
Maybe I should tone down the Manson-Aura. Whaddya think, hmm?
Perhaps I should cultivate some of the more civilised influences I've had in the last few years.
Well, that goes without saying actually. But I suppose I should keep a balanced perspective regarding my temper, or distemper, depending on your point of view. After all, if nothing else can be said for my disposition at least my friends seem to be entertained. Well, most of them anyway.
Q: Does Natalie have an anger management problem?
A: Is Ex-Lax fatal to a politician? Of course she does!
I can only hope the majority of you won't hold it against me.