Apr 01, 2005 09:32
i had been planning tonights show all week. i knew the date, i guess i never put it all together though until about 15 min. ago. its the first friday of the month. we don't have a show. um, er, okay.
what do i do now?
of the twincities people reading this; a few questions...
1. if i had a birthday party, would you come?
2. if i had a birthday party at Over The Rainbow, would you come?
3. if i had a birthday party at over the rainbow, would it be better to have it
this upcoming friday (8th), or the friday after (15th)?
fyi; i am leaning towards the 15th...
yes yes, the big day of celebration of my birth is about upon us. 12 April. i am nervous, as i will be mid 20's, exactly. i thought i would be doing many many different things with my life than i am; but i am trying to just be okay with what i am and where things are, and begin changing what i cannot wrap around my identity.
i've taken a sober pledge. i am going to meet with a mentor about law school/grad school.
i am settling in to the idea that age is only what i make it.
i amn't scared of being older. or old.
i'm anxious about how much i will be able to achieve in my limited years here.