new month...

[dwelling_kisses]

i am starting off fresh
its a new month

i got a new phone yesturday
its not high tech but its pretty cute

started looking into colleges
i really want to go brooks.?

i miss arik more than ever
but the week has gone by fast
and he will be here tomorrow
just as quick as he came.
he will go....

moving on

i have come to the realazation though
that not everyone can be friends forever
i guess its because
two people brought together by something magnificent
grow apart by something so insignificant
but
there are a million wonderful people in this world
and i would like to get to know them all
someone to share my goals and opinnions with
rather than living it up in the night life

not saying that i am better or she is living life fuller

but i just want to be somebody

its a time in my life where....
my future is on my mind most of the time.

but enough rambling on.
i have to get started on homework.