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[dweebyweeby]

Well it is almost xmas eve and it doesn't even feel like it. I mean there is no 10 feet of snow, there is no happy xmas music, there is no love everywhere. There is nothing around me other then damn xmas pysco lights around me. I want to hang out with the three stooges sometime soon over break, but I have a feeling that I won't be able to. That sucks, but whatcha going to do? I get to hang out with my baby though, which is amazingly sweet. I'm getting tired right now though, so i think i'm going to go to sleep in a minute. Before i go i want to say i think megan is so funny and mallory. i found a new respect for both of them. I think they are my newest friends. Though honestly no one could and would ever take COPEY's spot in my heart. Honestly even though at times i say i might not have a best friend i tend to forget the person that i gave my heart to to hold on too for life. That sucks! I can't believe i let somethign come between me and COPEY she has always been there and tried for us and i feel i have let her down. I wish i could make it up to her, but i'm not sure how. I think i'm going to call her up and tell her to read this. I want her to know i am thinking about her and how much i fucked up. I have a new perspective on life right now and i now truly feel that Copey is the truest best friend forever, but there will be many others to come. Hopefully she has other ones too. I mean i have the three stooges, megan, and mallory, o and of course mitchell, and scott. These people i care the most about and this won't change unless some serious shit happens.
Well in conclusion, Copey is the bestest and will always be even if i dont' show it all the time or even more then i should. I have lots of friends. Xmas is coming soon and i got a car. Bert is being mean and won't talk to me ... great...not
THE END
chris