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Have you ever just woken up at around 2 to just pee and realize that you really didn't need to pee. You just can't sleep b/c you can't think straight. I was laying in bed thinking of the pluses and negatives about him. He of course had more positive stuff about him, but the negative are pretty bad. They don't come close, but they drive me insane.
Negatives:
Jealousy issues...which i caused, but wish could be changed
Hating my sis....caused by me again, but wish could be changed
Hating mom...which i do sometimes too, but shouldn't be from him
Hating Nerd....she does deserve
TRUST issues.....i caused once again, but need to be straightened and will never
drives fast.....to fast at times but i don't encourage
Positives:
Perfect hugs
Amazing kisser
Always finds a way to make me laugh
Never has put my body down
Love his white body
I love his hair
His teeth are great even tho they chipped
I like how he is always there for me...was always there for me
He was a beautiful person overall
Never really phyiscally hurt me and if he did he didn't mean to
Charming when he wants to be
Dirty...like Christina Augulara..i know i spelled that wrong
Encouraged me to hangout with friends.. and i did the same
Many more, just can't think right now huge headache
The only thing i wish was that everything could be fixed, but a huge ass star would have to fall for that one to come true. At the sametime i don't really feel like i did alot wrong. Sure i put my sister down and now i think high of her. She is my sis and we worked out our differences and if she does put me down i tell her off. I stand up for myself. I always dreamed of being on good terms with her and now i am but lost my love. I guess my only wish tonite is that__________________________________________. If i say it then it won't come true. I want him to understand, but i don't think he will. Life's a bitch and then you die.
Chris
Negatives:
Jealousy issues...which i caused, but wish could be changed
Hating my sis....caused by me again, but wish could be changed
Hating mom...which i do sometimes too, but shouldn't be from him
Hating Nerd....she does deserve
TRUST issues.....i caused once again, but need to be straightened and will never
drives fast.....to fast at times but i don't encourage
Positives:
Perfect hugs
Amazing kisser
Always finds a way to make me laugh
Never has put my body down
Love his white body
I love his hair
His teeth are great even tho they chipped
I like how he is always there for me...was always there for me
He was a beautiful person overall
Never really phyiscally hurt me and if he did he didn't mean to
Charming when he wants to be
Dirty...like Christina Augulara..i know i spelled that wrong
Encouraged me to hangout with friends.. and i did the same
Many more, just can't think right now huge headache
The only thing i wish was that everything could be fixed, but a huge ass star would have to fall for that one to come true. At the sametime i don't really feel like i did alot wrong. Sure i put my sister down and now i think high of her. She is my sis and we worked out our differences and if she does put me down i tell her off. I stand up for myself. I always dreamed of being on good terms with her and now i am but lost my love. I guess my only wish tonite is that__________________________________________. If i say it then it won't come true. I want him to understand, but i don't think he will. Life's a bitch and then you die.
Chris