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I really don't know what my problem is lately. Ive been snapping on everyone and Ive been so mean to so many people. I can never express what Im feeling any more and I feel like such a mess. I just need someone to talk to so much. Not like about anything but about everything. Nothings really bad , actually nothings at all bad but I just want someone to share things with. And the whole not having any good friends thing totally fucks me in the relationship department. Because as soon as I have a bf I expect him to be my best friend. And I like expect them to care about all my petty little things and wanna listen to all my stupid stories and of course they dont. D00ds just want attention they hate to give it. I mean they give you attention but they never care like a friend does , as hard as they may try to. And why should they be expected to? I dont know Im tired and my eyes are itchy
goodnight
goodnight