Sep 16, 2004 20:09
Just for my own benefit- I'm gonna rant a little now. Yes, I'm gonna rant about myself. You all know you're self involved too. The only difference is the only things I fake are orgasms and niceness (Not to you people. In work situations.) J'ai mon crisse de voyage avec these people on the internet who think being a bitch is a fucking sin. J'ai aussi mon voyage avec these internet people again holding grudges against me because I have a career. FYI I don't care where I am now. I don't care if I'm a "secretary" because I do the job of a VP. I'm gonna be the woman to take over Chabanel. Or at least a floor of 433 and a building on Meilleur. I cannot handle resentment from people who have no potential in life. Good, good, you're going to spend the rest of your life taking care of your sick father. No problem, I'm sure he's very nice. HOWEVER what will come of it? You're gonna have a job and not a career. And maybe you'll get married and you know, it'll be to some schmuck who has nothing but a beat up '89 accord to his name. Maybe you'll be blissfully happy. But I guarantee you, that with my drive, my intelligence and my looks I will amount to so much more which will ultimately make me happier.
I am a good person. But I don't hold my tongue on anything. Perhaps this has cost me a few little internet friends, but you know what, the ones that can't handle it aren't worth hanging onto. There are very few people on here that I will remember in 5 years. But the ones I do were some of the ones that I did not know that well. It seems they made an impact on me for whatever reason.
This stalker is pissing me off. Come j'ai dit, j'ai mon crisse de voyage avec lui aussi. C'est juste assez. Every minute of the fucking day. Well guess what I'm getting my phone number blocked.
I had a really good day. I tidied my desk. All day. I cleaned my drawers. I MADE time to do it. Ali called. I love him. He could be my future husband. He could be THE nicest guy I have ever known. People love me. Ali loves me. Fotini from Fame loves me. They all love me. Why? Because I'm good to do business with. I give 199% for my customers. My coworkers love me. And best of all, I love me. I am possibly the best businesswoman there ever was. I know how to control people in a situation and its damn good. Lucie asks ME to call HER candidates because she thinks that only *I* can convince them to go to interviews. Because I can. Its not an option for them. We have a customer that would like to meet you. These are the times. Gosh, Philobar is an AWESOME company- Meanwhile, I believe the exact opposite. But it does the trick.
Anyway. My point is I am gonna kick some people real hard on the way to the top. Mel's stupid email to me pissed me the fuck off, and perhaps that was the goal, but I'm mad. She'll be the first I kick. I don't know how it is going to happen but it will.