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[dwazebroek]

going to spend the night with cory tonight at her rehab center. she's progressing well. school is supposed to start monday but i really don't know if i'm going to go. i'd feel too bad leaving cory alone when she gets out of the hospital. i am going to get homeschooling or something because i want to stay with her until she gets back to normal. the doctors said it should be six months to a year until she FULLY recovers. i don't know when she'll be back to normal though, or at least gain her short term memory back. i really miss her the way she was, and lately i cannot help but be upset with greg for being so irresponsible and making it possible for this to happen, but my emotions won't help either of them heal. i guess it would be normal to feel that way, but i still wish for both of them to be back to normal. i can't help but be sad that the old cory isn't here right now...well, in some ways she is but parts of her are gone, but slowly fading back into place. this whole incident has made me hate cars and speed even more than i did before. i really feel that humans should not be allowed to travel so fast in such large, fast, metal machines when they aren't on tracks...it only spells disaster.
i'm going shopping today and then i need to come back home to get my laptop and some dvds for cory as well as myself so i won't be bored at the rehab center. she shares a room with someone now and hopefully they won't be dicks. thankfully i will be the only one spending the night with her so i don't have to worry about being cramped or not having a place to sleep like the last time i slept over with her. just wish there was something i could do..