would you ever...

[dwaynewayne_502]

i was feeling closed in and stressed out this afternoon..so i threw away most of my living room furniture. i kept one couch until i get new ones and the tv stand but that is it. everything else is now in the dumpster. nick and i ripped up the carpet and ran my cable underneath it, so my TV is now where i have always wanted it but could never have it. i feel like i can breathe a little better now or something. there is a lot more work to be done tomorrow. i still have a lot of 'stuff' that needs to find its way out of my apartment. i hate 'stuff' it makes me angry.

anyway...

my birthday is nearing. woo. the closer it gets the more i dread it.

i really hope that everyone who has told me they are coming to dinner shows up. i have a really big 'fuck off' thing going on right now, and along with my furniture, the rest of the excess in my life needs to go, including not-so-much friends, and stupid jobs.

im going back to school and taking out a monstrous student loan to live off of so i dont have to work for that time.  it is the only way i can do it...when the kids are at school/daycare and taken care of. i will not miss my job.

i need a birthday tattoo done soon.

im growing out my blond hair. it is a disaster, but fuck it.

oh, i saw Tideland today. Standing ovation to Mr. Terry Gilliam.

google: fetus in fetu. ew.

Nick has never seen a Monty Python movie...

question: would you ever date a transsexual? comment.