Fuck who don't understand it, this what the game did us
And all the things I never said, I gotta say it now
I shoulda said it then, now I gotta talk to clouds
I took this picture because I thought it was just a cool Idea.
But the more I look at it and reflect on things the more meaning and meanings I find within it.
I love the fact that my life is controlled by these two hands.
They are how I eat, and I don't mean that in a literal term, more figuratively.
These hands have made so many things possible in my life.
They have allowed me to work day in and day out.
To provide for my family and friends.
Whether it be money or comforting them or doing things for them they are incapable of.
I look at this picture and it makes me realize as much as I play it off.
And as much as I make it seem like not such a big deal I miss my dad.
Not even to the extent of where I think about it daily.
Or it affect me to a noticeable amount.
I think it has to do with timing really.
My birthday being tomorrow
His 3 years coming up in February.
And I don't think that picture helps the cause any.
Like I'm holding my hands to the heavens.
A lot of people like Lil Wayne for his songs
and his catchy phrases etc.
But he has a few songs that have a lot of meaning to them.
"Stay strong, be tough, that's what the preacher tell ya
He never really felt ya, so he can't even help ya
Need a shoulder to lean on, somebody to cry to
It's like everything's gone, but I'm a survivor
Standin' on stage in front of thousands
Don't amount to me not havin' my father
That's real talk, I know a lot of y'all got 'em
But you need 'em way more when you gotta go without 'em
And I'm without 'em, but that's life y'all
Sometimes you gotta learn to swim with no lifeguard
I'm alright God, shit I'm still breathin'
But lose hurt like bullets, I'm about to start bleedin'
Throw me down some comfort, 'cause my heart need it
Tryin' to cope with my chances and meet 'em
There's a dark road ahead, but I'm tryin' to take it easy"
I'm growing up way to fast for my own good and I feel as if Ive accomplished nothing.
No school, no career. It really makes you sit back and wonder.
"What the fuck am I doing"
I shoulda said it then, now I gotta talk to clouds
I took this picture because I thought it was just a cool Idea.
But the more I look at it and reflect on things the more meaning and meanings I find within it.
I love the fact that my life is controlled by these two hands.
They are how I eat, and I don't mean that in a literal term, more figuratively.
These hands have made so many things possible in my life.
They have allowed me to work day in and day out.
To provide for my family and friends.
Whether it be money or comforting them or doing things for them they are incapable of.
I look at this picture and it makes me realize as much as I play it off.
And as much as I make it seem like not such a big deal I miss my dad.
Not even to the extent of where I think about it daily.
Or it affect me to a noticeable amount.
I think it has to do with timing really.
My birthday being tomorrow
His 3 years coming up in February.
And I don't think that picture helps the cause any.
Like I'm holding my hands to the heavens.
A lot of people like Lil Wayne for his songs
and his catchy phrases etc.
But he has a few songs that have a lot of meaning to them.
"Stay strong, be tough, that's what the preacher tell ya
He never really felt ya, so he can't even help ya
Need a shoulder to lean on, somebody to cry to
It's like everything's gone, but I'm a survivor
Standin' on stage in front of thousands
Don't amount to me not havin' my father
That's real talk, I know a lot of y'all got 'em
But you need 'em way more when you gotta go without 'em
And I'm without 'em, but that's life y'all
Sometimes you gotta learn to swim with no lifeguard
I'm alright God, shit I'm still breathin'
But lose hurt like bullets, I'm about to start bleedin'
Throw me down some comfort, 'cause my heart need it
Tryin' to cope with my chances and meet 'em
There's a dark road ahead, but I'm tryin' to take it easy"
I'm growing up way to fast for my own good and I feel as if Ive accomplished nothing.
No school, no career. It really makes you sit back and wonder.
"What the fuck am I doing"