"For Once" Part 39
Title: For Once
Rating: Haven't been informed about how to rate yet but it's harmless.. after chapter 23 it might get a bit of action into it...and uhh violence? We'll see.
Pairing: MirAndy! What else.
Summary
: bsofthewest called
my style “Haiku” like the Japanese poems. Actually I only had the first chapter written after hearing a song I liked.. and had been inspired. Then it turned into more and now our two favorite ladies are dancing around eachother.. getting separated by circumstances I won't tell yet ;)
Disclaimer: Though not mentioning any names we all know about who this is. Neither the characters
nor the concept of “The Devil Wears Prada” belong to me but the one and only Lauren Weisberger.
A/N: There is no beta I could thank so all mistakes are mine and please forgive me for any confusion. Every second chapter is written out of Andrea's view the others from Miranda
. Well this is all you need to know and oh! Links to
previous chapters under the cut.
Chapter 1: http://dvlwears-prada.livejournal.com/2512901.html
Chapter 2: http://dvlwears-prada.livejournal.com/2513730.html
Chapter 3: http://dvlwears-prada.livejournal.com/2515594.html
Chapter 4: http://dvlwears-prada.livejournal.com/2516200.html
Chapter 5: http://dvlwears-prada.livejournal.com/2517704.html
Chapter 6: http://dvlwears-prada.livejournal.com/2518485.html
Chapter 7: http://dvlwears-prada.livejournal.com/2518751.html
Chapter 8: http://dvlwears-prada.livejournal.com/2521234.html
Chapter 9: http://dvlwears-prada.livejournal.com/2521698.html
Chapter 10: http://dvlwears-prada.livejournal.com/2524305.html
Chapter 11: http://dvlwears-prada.livejournal.com/2525307.html
Chapter 12: http://dvlwears-prada.livejournal.com/2529555.html
Chapter 13: http://dvlwears-prada.livejournal.com/2528232.html
Chapter 14: http://dvlwears-prada.livejournal.com/2531263.html
Chapter 15: http://dvlwears-prada.livejournal.com/2531538.html
Chapter 16: http://dvlwears-prada.livejournal.com/2532529.html
Chapter 17: http://dvlwears-prada.livejournal.com/2533817.html
Chapter 18: http://dvlwears-prada.livejournal.com/2534880.html
Chapter 19: http://dvlwears-prada.livejournal.com/2537424.html
Chapter 20: http://dvlwears-prada.livejournal.com/2541472.html
Chapter 21: http://dvlwears-prada.livejournal.com/2545619.html
Chapter 22: http://dvlwears-prada.livejournal.com/2547421.html
Chapter 23: http://dvlwears-prada.livejournal.com/2550785.html
Chapter 24: http://dvlwears-prada.livejournal.com/2552503.html
Chapter 25: http://dvlwears-prada.livejournal.com/2553711.html
Chapter 26: http://dvlwears-prada.livejournal.com/2554452.html
Chapter 27: http://dvlwears-prada.livejournal.com/2555893.html
Chapter 28: http://dvlwears-prada.livejournal.com/2557694.html
Chapter 29: http://dvlwears-prada.livejournal.com/2559417.html
Chapter 30: http://dvlwears-prada.livejournal.com/2562092.html
Chapter 31: http://dvlwears-prada.livejournal.com/2563515.html
Chapter 32: http://dvlwears-prada.livejournal.com/2569174.html
Chapter 33: http://dvlwears-prada.livejournal.com/2570000.html
Chapter 34: http://dvlwears-prada.livejournal.com/2577564.html
Chapter 35: http://dvlwears-prada.livejournal.com/2577852.html
Chapter 36: http://dvlwears-prada.livejournal.com/2584315.html
Chapter 37: http://dvlwears-prada.livejournal.com/2594069.html
Chapter 38: http://dvlwears-prada.livejournal.com/2611500.html
Not much to say, just let me know what you think please :) Looking forward to your comments.
All the best
Lea
MPOV
Lights
I knew it would be like this.
Your eyes are full of questions.
Your body is tense and I feel your need to pull away.
So I let you.
“Will there be more missions?”
You lean back to the other corner of the couch.
“No. I fulfilled my duty and the contract said that all connections will be cut as soon as finishing three month of therapy and coming back home. That's why it had been so long.”
A small nod is all I get before you get up and start pacing, deep in thought.
I just wait because I know
it will take a lot of you to work through it.
“So you...you killed. Were those bad people? Like dangerous for the world?”
“Yes, well most of. They had there plans. By accident I killed the daughter of one of my targets.
She came home, probably from a party.
The lights were switched off and it was hard to see. When she rummaged through her bag even after I told her to just keep still..
I shot her down.”
Her face kreeps up my mind and I shiver visibly.
Even after the therapy this is still the hardest memory.
“Would you do it again?”
“What?”
“Would you choose to go with your stepfather if you knew it? The conditions of this life?”
I know you want me to say no, I see the pleading screaming from your inside.
“Yes. Yes I would go through whatever torture because everything else would mean that I wouldn't have gotten my daughters.
You wouldn't have been coming to my office that fateful day.”
Getting up I take your hands in mine.
“It sounds like a lovesick teenager, but it's true. This way led me to you and I would go it again and again.”
You look down at our joined hands, tears rolling down your cheeks and the fear spreads inside of me.
“How can you live with what you did?”
Your look in my eyes.
“I have no choice, do I? I did what I had to do and now I will return to my real life. The last months
they were my past. Will.. will you be my future?”
There, that wonderful sparkle flames up.
It seems you realize what I had been saying earlier.
“I am you future?”
Nodding I pull up one hand to my lips,
kissing your knuckles.
“You can promise that there won't be more missions?”
“Yes. No missions. Please, I know it will be hard to accept and yes I hate myself for what I had to do
but give me a chance.”
“Will you tell me all the details?”
“Whatever you wish for.”
“Deal”
“Deal?”
This time it takes me
some time to realize
what you just said.
“This is a yes right?”
You chuckle and then
I am wrapped in your arms. My lips against yours.
After all these dark nights, dirty sidewalks and rainy days,
there is a light at the end.