Oct 02, 2011 01:46
And a car ! :) So Tae-sung, congratulate me! Well, I can't DRIVE the car yet, but I will, I will. Mother is currently using it for now.
Tae-sung, why do I always write when it's so late and I'm so tired? I've been texting to him whom I shall not name. Why suddenly again? I don't know, but I'm glad he's answering. I was feeling cut off and it upset me. I don't really feel anything other than nostalgia, so no worries there. I hope he knows that.
I've been slacking. No practice, no gym, no studying, no drawing, just plain laziness. Scold me Tae-sung, I need to snap out of it. . I have rambled again, my thoughts jumping from here to there. I'm so tired. Right now I will sleep, I was waiting but they never came. Good night. I hope I dream a good dream, a peaceful dream.
Oh, yes, I have had THAT scare more often now. I wonder if I've made my own prediction come true? I hope not. I hope its a long way off, when there is a time where I can feel I've gained some wisdom, rid myself of some fear, had more adventures, loved and been loved , a time with a less useless me. Pray for me Tae-sung, and, throw some comfort my way.
Good night,
Dvious