May 24, 2005 09:32
yeah... i have some thoughts about the past week, but i'm at lee anne's (my oldest best friend) and i just don't need to think about that stuff right now. I know there is someone out there who doesn't want to hear this but when it comes to my guyz, be careful because if you touch them and hurt them, there is a major price to pay. To the person i'm directing this towards, just know who you're friends are and who will keep their mouth shut about what they say about you after everything goes down. I'm sorry, you're kewl sometimes and to my guyz you seem normal but as soon as your back to your computer/internet world and whatever happened in the past with your old friends... it's a lil messed up. I'm not the one who starts the drama, i just point it out and try to keep my guyz away from it because we are not in high school anymore and we'd like to keep it like that. We have all the good friends we could need right now, so unless some things change, just chill. Go ahead leave me a message on my yahoo saying i let you down in some sort of way or that i'm restricting you from touching my friends, i'm trying to protect them because i care for them more than my own family because they are my family. They have been there through everything all together. they know me and i know them, so trying to become a part of that is a little hard at this point in time. If you still want to talk to me after this then great because you told me to be open about how i feel or think about you. Well here it is. I'm sorry if it hurts, but growing up is pain and lessons. Learn from them and change your ways for the better.