Has anyone seen my self-confidence? I appear to have misplaced it...
I am the Untouchable.
I feel like I'm withering. I don't know what's causing it but i hate it.
m tried to set me up with his mate last night. the guy's a top bloke but i don't appreciate being treated like meat.
m's a bastard and i wish i could fixate on something else.
i wish i didnt want that.
watched dirty sanchez last night, at metros. got a free ticket from a mate. it was disgusting, one of the guys had to splash four guys' cum all over his face. i really didnt get why.
not surprisingly, the audience mainly comprised of skinheads. There were a bunch of english guys with their heads shaved and they were so energetic, they'd say something, grin, knock noggins together and hug in a brotherly way. In a strange way they were cute.
Then the thrash metal band came out. Three guys, screaming and frenetically thrashing their guitar strings. People started to throw plastic glasses (thank god they were only giving out plastic) and hit these guys a few times. I expected them to get pissed off and walk off, stop playing or ask the audience to settle. Instead, they got angry. real angry. they started chucking glasses back at people, into the top level, hard!
Then some guy got the singer on the side of his forehead. It took a few seconds for the bruis to rise but it stuck out of his head at least 2cm. He was grinning manically, yelling 'fuck you' and giving the audience the finger. the crowd were loving it, booing, whistling, screaming.
Some guy standing just behind us chucks a glass and it hits the singer again. The quiet-suburban-looking guitarist suddenly turns mad, points the bloke out and screams. He grabs a glass off the dtage floor and lobs it into the crowd near us where the bloke is obviously going'oh shit' and croushing down to avoid getting punished. It hits him, hard!
The singer and the guitarist throw down their instruments and in a split second, The built Maori singer is frozen in a stage dive right above me, anger flashing in his eyes. man, i wish I'd had a camera. The crowd parts and he's on top of the bloke pummeling him.
A few more seconds, the security guys have pulled them apart, i swear the guy has a broken nose and the singer is back on stage, blood absolutely streaming down his face. And they pick up their instruments and just keep playing!
The crowd have been booing them before, to get them off the stage and to get dirty sanchez on, but after that, they had respect.
That stage dive was better than any of the nasty shit that dirty sanchez did after that.