Sep 20, 2007 11:32
Yesterday it hit me that mid-terms are coming fast. I have so much studying to do... all I really want is sleep. And so... I think I'm not going to the ODDLINE sing-off. I know, I'm a horrible past oddliner for even thinking it, but I have a big exam for Korean coming up, and I have three papers that I need to start and I haven't even found topics. I know I'll probably regret not going, but I feel like I'll regret doing bad in my studies more.
I am going to the mall to buy my little oddliners love. Seeing Heather so stressed about the sing-off and game makes me appreciate not being a coach. I love being able to just play with the oddliners and sneak them love.
Soon I need to do something for myself. I'm not sure what this something is, but I'm thinking it will involve calming music, fragrent oils, and a massage from my roomie(well, ex-roomie). I'm missing those quiet moments in life... I'm missing deep converstation.
Talking about conversation I told Sabia and Iivy that I'm thinking about taking a vow of celibacy. They were like, "you must not be getting anything good because if it was good you wouldn't be able to give it up". But on a serious note, I think passion and longing can be self destructive.
Ok, I've procrastinated enough for now. Love Love and leave me love-- :)