goodbye

May 12, 2004 22:22

EEEWWW WE MIGHT BE MOVING TO DALLAS???!!! SCREW THAT!!!! Please pray for me!!! I love youse guys. I wrote another poem, and it's a little depressing...it may sound suicidal, but believe me it's not. I just write, and whatever comes out, comes out.

Goodbye )

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loss_of_color May 13 2004, 12:21:26 UTC
At least your parents aren't talking about buying a house in Panama. You'll still be in the US. I'd be in a totally different country all together.

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moving=eeewww dv8fromreali_t May 13 2004, 19:17:50 UTC
eeeewwwww...I mean Panama's great...but to live there? I need me my daily dose of rude American sass.

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Re: moving=eeewww tez_04 May 13 2004, 20:26:32 UTC
I feel yah baby girl I know just how you feel, because although I've meet some beautiful people in Texas I never volunteered to move here in the first place. My mom left me and I was given know chose but to come live here also seeing how my Aunt, Uncle and grandma woudln't take me in. But it turned out to be a alright thing something to get used to but someting you gotta do. I'll pray like crazy ma, but times are changing, and eventraully you'll move off and it might not be when you want it to be!

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david=great dv8fromreali_t May 13 2004, 20:47:10 UTC
I'm glad you feel me, because I feel kind of alone sometimes! I love all of the people in texas, and although it would be great to meet new people and go to a new place, i'd miss San Antonio too much. At least for now, it's what I call home, and I'd like it to be home until I graduate! I'm gonna call you this weekend so we can talk. Seems like we both have a lot to say. Times will change...I guess we gotta embrace those changes because eventually they're gonna take hold of us.

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Re: david=great tez_04 May 14 2004, 08:02:20 UTC
I understand I truly do home is where the, home is wherethe heart is. Which is probably why I don't really connect with to many people, I just don't feel at home here so it can be harder to want to fit in. I miss home sometimes to, the cold feel of snow, the smocky city life, friends who where like family and all the concerts we had at the staium. i used to tell myself I'd never leave Cincinnati until I was ready to go to college and even then thought about going to college at home!! Your right when you said we must embrace life changes, because soemtimes these changes can also be lifes lesson as well. I know in my life I'v lost alot of the things and peolpe I loved most in my life. But then to have moved to Texas gave me a ne prospective on that whole aspect, it taought me that life full of let downs and surprises and thats something as an adult we'll have to eventraully face on our own so nows the time to practice letting go, and saying not neccassarly saying goodbye but see you real soon.

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