Spring Sun
I was surprised at myself for not being so sad today.
The sun was bright and warm this morning.
The red bull might have helped wake me up.
I got a lot of work done at work today.
She still does live in my heart, and I see her with every step I take through the halls of the hospital.
I'm so used to thinking about her every waking minute of each day.
But I must have understood that we're not happy with the way things are.
I want more.
And right now, the time isn't right.
Maybe the time will never come when she'll chase me.
But I'm ok with that.
I'm happy I love her.
And I'll go back to dreaming of the day someone finds me worth chasing.
I'm such a girl, haha
The sun was bright and warm this morning.
The red bull might have helped wake me up.
I got a lot of work done at work today.
She still does live in my heart, and I see her with every step I take through the halls of the hospital.
I'm so used to thinking about her every waking minute of each day.
But I must have understood that we're not happy with the way things are.
I want more.
And right now, the time isn't right.
Maybe the time will never come when she'll chase me.
But I'm ok with that.
I'm happy I love her.
And I'll go back to dreaming of the day someone finds me worth chasing.
I'm such a girl, haha