Dec 08, 2007 12:06
I'm packing soon to head back down to LA.
Finals were quite difficult - some at least.
I will go clubbing tonight, though I don't quite feel like mingling.
Monday, I have surgery to remove my wisdom teeth.
I was planning a trip (nothing extravagant actually), but
that might not be a good idea as I will be sedated with Vicodin.
But maybe I'll find a companion to travel with.
I feel like going for a drive to somewhere far,
to contemplate my life
and how it would be
regardless of my passing situation this semester.
And I would leave my phone off for a week
to spend some time in (semi-)isolation.
Grades will be up by Tuesday I believe,
but I'll check it on Friday
after my journey.
If I did fail out of pharmacy school,
what would I do?
And what does that reflect about me?
Despair is an interesting feeling.
I hope to learn from it.