Sorry guys
Hey,
Just wanted to stop in and actually update my livejournal. I am also gonna copy and paste this to my MySpace(r) account. Kill two birds with one stone. So anyway. I am looking forward to being in Kc this weekend. The scion show at Jay Wolfe should be fun. I talked to Lindsey tonight and she said Jacob will be in Kc this weekend too. We all need to get together.
It is really getting hard living here half the month and living in Overland Park half the month. I am torn because now I feel like I am living two lives. Things with my girlfriend are not going so well. She is so stuborn. I am too for that matter but, I just am not used to people pushing me away during times of great stress. For those of you who know me well, you know that I am the "go to guy" when you are having problems. All I really want is to be 100% a part of her life. She just keeps me at arms lengh. Which for me is hard. I want all the way in. She said that once we get married it will be better, but she also said once, "what, you think just because there is a ring on my finger, you are supposed to know everything about me" My thought: You are Goddamned right I should be. I don't know.
What makes things worse is that I kinda like it down here now. Fort Scott is not so bad. I have made some cool new friends lately, but I still like my friends in Kc and don't feel that I can give everyone the attention they need. I did talk to a cool girl on MySpace today. She had some issues with an ex boyfriend and we gave each other some advice. That was cool, I mean, she is a stranger, who I will probably never actually meet. But is was cool. I feel that I have been through so much in my life, but for a reason. I have people come up to me and tell me that things are bad and I can tell them how to solve it because I was there once too. Kinda my curse I guess. Sorry to all you that friended me. I know I dont update like I should but I will try to change that. Good night guys ~Dave
Just wanted to stop in and actually update my livejournal. I am also gonna copy and paste this to my MySpace(r) account. Kill two birds with one stone. So anyway. I am looking forward to being in Kc this weekend. The scion show at Jay Wolfe should be fun. I talked to Lindsey tonight and she said Jacob will be in Kc this weekend too. We all need to get together.
It is really getting hard living here half the month and living in Overland Park half the month. I am torn because now I feel like I am living two lives. Things with my girlfriend are not going so well. She is so stuborn. I am too for that matter but, I just am not used to people pushing me away during times of great stress. For those of you who know me well, you know that I am the "go to guy" when you are having problems. All I really want is to be 100% a part of her life. She just keeps me at arms lengh. Which for me is hard. I want all the way in. She said that once we get married it will be better, but she also said once, "what, you think just because there is a ring on my finger, you are supposed to know everything about me" My thought: You are Goddamned right I should be. I don't know.
What makes things worse is that I kinda like it down here now. Fort Scott is not so bad. I have made some cool new friends lately, but I still like my friends in Kc and don't feel that I can give everyone the attention they need. I did talk to a cool girl on MySpace today. She had some issues with an ex boyfriend and we gave each other some advice. That was cool, I mean, she is a stranger, who I will probably never actually meet. But is was cool. I feel that I have been through so much in my life, but for a reason. I have people come up to me and tell me that things are bad and I can tell them how to solve it because I was there once too. Kinda my curse I guess. Sorry to all you that friended me. I know I dont update like I should but I will try to change that. Good night guys ~Dave