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I know it's been a long time since I've updated but here goes...
- My life hasn't been TOO eventful lately. I've been working a lot...trying to make as much as I can before school starts. And I'm moving up to a Supervisor in November so yay for that!
- I saw Oliver! and it wasn't as good as I'd hoped it would be...idk maybe it was just because it was the final performance...Bryan was good though
- Jennifer...you better send me my damn invitation or I'm gonna be pissed! CALL ME BITCH!
- I decided to take some of the straightness out of my truck and add a little more of me...so the toolbox and fishing sticker is gone...and there's a bright pink lei on the mirror! It's definitely a lot better!
- School starts in 4 days and I'm definitely not ready! Well...in a way...I kinda am...because this is my last year of high school...which I thought would NEVER come. But this summer has just been one of the roughest summers of my life...no theatre, Maw-Maw died, a lot of my friends are just changing on me...I guess it's just all a part of growing up and maturing. I was just thinking the other night and it really scares me that I am going to be in college a year from now...I mean I basically know what I wanna do and where I wanna go, but how will I know that'll be what I'm gonna wanna do once I finally graduate? And it's also gonna be hard graduating without my maw-maw watching...idk, she kinda like raised me for a long time and a lot of the stuff I did was to make her proud...and I know she wanted, more than anything, to watch her grandkids graduate...and I was gonna be the first...I know it only makes it worse to keep pondering on this, but I just can't stop thinking about it. I had to put her pictures in my nightstand drawer the other night because I just am really cried-out. It's not that I'm upset that she passed...I'm upset because it could've been prevented. My mom and aunt have been talking to a couple of lawyers and there may be a possible malpractice suit (which I don't think my family needs). IDK it's just kinda hard because I always have her in the back of my mind. And if I would have just dropped the fucking garage sale I would have seen her alive one more time, and I could've said goodbye. Oh well, moving right along...
- I saw Laiche the other day when I was passing through the drive-thru at Dutchtown McDonald's. Whenever I saw his truck I was like shit here it goes...so I get to the window and I'm talking to Sarah and Vanessa and he like walks up and he's like "When are you gonna come back and be my opening manager?" I said I'M NOT...and he was like well where are you working now? I was like...Paper Factory...and he said "Paper Factory? Why are you working there?" I said because I'm making a lot more money than McDonald's would ever dream of paying me...it's so fucking aggravating...why would anyone be proud to work at McDonald's? Like nothing against anyone who works there but how is fast food possibly better than retail?? 1) I don't come home nasty and stinky, 2) I don't have to deal with dumbass co-workers and managers who think they're the shit because they're wearing a blue shirt, 3) I'm making a lot more money and getting a lot more job opportunities.
Idk, the whole McDonald's thing just still aggravates me...I'm not going back, fucking get over it. Mariam got the Prairieville store because Adam's going back to school. But that doesn't mean I wanna go work for her. Screw it...
Anyways, I finished reading Lord of the Flies tonight and I finished The Prince a while back. Kay Kay and I (and possibly Cody) are going to the lib-ary tomorrow because I found a new, modern translation of In Praise of Folly at Barnes and Noble. And it's WAY easy to understand. So I only have 2 more papers to write and I'll be ready for Friday.
Anyways, it's 2:00 and I'm tired as hell!
- My life hasn't been TOO eventful lately. I've been working a lot...trying to make as much as I can before school starts. And I'm moving up to a Supervisor in November so yay for that!
- I saw Oliver! and it wasn't as good as I'd hoped it would be...idk maybe it was just because it was the final performance...Bryan was good though
- Jennifer...you better send me my damn invitation or I'm gonna be pissed! CALL ME BITCH!
- I decided to take some of the straightness out of my truck and add a little more of me...so the toolbox and fishing sticker is gone...and there's a bright pink lei on the mirror! It's definitely a lot better!
- School starts in 4 days and I'm definitely not ready! Well...in a way...I kinda am...because this is my last year of high school...which I thought would NEVER come. But this summer has just been one of the roughest summers of my life...no theatre, Maw-Maw died, a lot of my friends are just changing on me...I guess it's just all a part of growing up and maturing. I was just thinking the other night and it really scares me that I am going to be in college a year from now...I mean I basically know what I wanna do and where I wanna go, but how will I know that'll be what I'm gonna wanna do once I finally graduate? And it's also gonna be hard graduating without my maw-maw watching...idk, she kinda like raised me for a long time and a lot of the stuff I did was to make her proud...and I know she wanted, more than anything, to watch her grandkids graduate...and I was gonna be the first...I know it only makes it worse to keep pondering on this, but I just can't stop thinking about it. I had to put her pictures in my nightstand drawer the other night because I just am really cried-out. It's not that I'm upset that she passed...I'm upset because it could've been prevented. My mom and aunt have been talking to a couple of lawyers and there may be a possible malpractice suit (which I don't think my family needs). IDK it's just kinda hard because I always have her in the back of my mind. And if I would have just dropped the fucking garage sale I would have seen her alive one more time, and I could've said goodbye. Oh well, moving right along...
- I saw Laiche the other day when I was passing through the drive-thru at Dutchtown McDonald's. Whenever I saw his truck I was like shit here it goes...so I get to the window and I'm talking to Sarah and Vanessa and he like walks up and he's like "When are you gonna come back and be my opening manager?" I said I'M NOT...and he was like well where are you working now? I was like...Paper Factory...and he said "Paper Factory? Why are you working there?" I said because I'm making a lot more money than McDonald's would ever dream of paying me...it's so fucking aggravating...why would anyone be proud to work at McDonald's? Like nothing against anyone who works there but how is fast food possibly better than retail?? 1) I don't come home nasty and stinky, 2) I don't have to deal with dumbass co-workers and managers who think they're the shit because they're wearing a blue shirt, 3) I'm making a lot more money and getting a lot more job opportunities.
Idk, the whole McDonald's thing just still aggravates me...I'm not going back, fucking get over it. Mariam got the Prairieville store because Adam's going back to school. But that doesn't mean I wanna go work for her. Screw it...
Anyways, I finished reading Lord of the Flies tonight and I finished The Prince a while back. Kay Kay and I (and possibly Cody) are going to the lib-ary tomorrow because I found a new, modern translation of In Praise of Folly at Barnes and Noble. And it's WAY easy to understand. So I only have 2 more papers to write and I'll be ready for Friday.
Anyways, it's 2:00 and I'm tired as hell!