update...
I haven't updated in a while, so here goes...
My summer has been okay, but way too stressful. I mean, I have to worry so much about school shit...and school doesn't start for over a month. I keep putting off my reading...and my English. I can't sleep at night because I think about everything...school, work, my totalled car sitting in my driveway, my love life, my parents, my stepmom and little sister that should be here soon, money....I just can't stop stressing!
If I don't finish my correspondence by December, I don't walk with the Class of 2006...I mean, that's HUGE.
If I don't finish my reading soon, I'm gonna have 3 books to read and 2 papers to write...and no time.
I also keep thinking a lot about Phyllis. She's due on the 5th, and the thought of her going into labor just terrifies me...cooter is involved! (haha joking) I guess I've just watched too many movies where the mother and the baby die in labor...and she went to her OBGYN the other day and the baby's heart rate was 160...which is like 20 over the normal...and the doctor said increased heart rate leads to the possibility of breeching (SP?) and that freaks me out even more.
I'm making her this big basket with all the baby stuff she needs to last her for a while (to go along with everything from the shower)...shampoo, lotion, powder, diaper cloth, diapers, baby wipes, etc...you get the idea.
I'm also making a huge balloon bouquet for whenever she actually has the baby. It's a girl, and they're naming it Calli...I don't really like the name a whole lot, but hey...it's not my kid! AND THANK GOD FOR THAT! I fucking hate spoiled little bratty children! I swear...if one more kid comes into Paper Factory and messes up one of my displays, WE ARE GONNA FIGHT! Those little bitches get away with murder, and the parents just sit there and smile and say, "Don't do that again." People are so inconsiderate.
The other day all these black people came to buy crap for a luau (apparently there's a big luau coming up in Donaldsonville). So they go...and there are like 4 signs saying "If the merchandise is opened, it is bought" and "All luau attire is non-returnable"....and they take out the grass skirts...and try them on...and they don't fit...so they THROW THEM ON THE FLOOR.
And like 5 of them come in the next day wanting to return leis because they were gonna get leis at the luau...HELLO?! I swear, some people can be so damn stupid!
Then today I was scheduled 11-7 at Winn Dixie...so my mom calls me at like 10:30 and tells me someone's coming pick up my car so if I want anything in it I have to get it out. So I'm going through my car...and it was so depressing. I ended up sitting in the driver's seat for like 20 minutes...I just sat there and thought about a lot of stuff. I shouldn't have gone in the car, because all day I just kept picturing me swerving around those cars and slamming into another one. I wish my judgment would have been better...I would have a nice vehicle by now and wouldn't have to worry about all this shit. I should have hit the cars that pulled out in front of me...but instead I avoided a wreck...and caused another one.
OK I got off topic...so I went through my car and all and showed up at Winn Dixie at like 11:30.
Winn Dixie's closing sometime in September...I get $100 in cash if I stay till the end...so I am.
But...my schedules are conflicting again...so I'm trying to find someone to switch with for the 3rd and 4th. The 3rd shouldn't be a problem. But the 4th...the people who are off are off because they REQUESTED. So nobody's gonna wanna switch. And I don't wanna piss Winn Dixie off because I want all those hours and that $100. But I also don't wanna piss Paper Factory off because that's where I'm gonna work once WD closes...and I'm moving up in November. I'm supposed to be getting a key to the store in a week or two. So yeah, I don't know what to do.
Anyways, I think I'm starting to ramble. I have to clean my disaster area I call my room and then I'm gonna try to go to bed...I have to work both jobs tomorrow.
It wouldn't let me fit all the songs I've listened to while writing this entry, so here they are....
1) These Boots Are Made for Walking - Jessica Simpson
2) Pon De Replay - Rihanna
3) Lose Control - Missy Elliot
4) Cater 2 U - Destiny's Child
5) Black Balloon - Goo Goo Dolls
6) Don't Cha - Pussycat Dolls
7) Seasons of Love - RENT
My summer has been okay, but way too stressful. I mean, I have to worry so much about school shit...and school doesn't start for over a month. I keep putting off my reading...and my English. I can't sleep at night because I think about everything...school, work, my totalled car sitting in my driveway, my love life, my parents, my stepmom and little sister that should be here soon, money....I just can't stop stressing!
If I don't finish my correspondence by December, I don't walk with the Class of 2006...I mean, that's HUGE.
If I don't finish my reading soon, I'm gonna have 3 books to read and 2 papers to write...and no time.
I also keep thinking a lot about Phyllis. She's due on the 5th, and the thought of her going into labor just terrifies me...cooter is involved! (haha joking) I guess I've just watched too many movies where the mother and the baby die in labor...and she went to her OBGYN the other day and the baby's heart rate was 160...which is like 20 over the normal...and the doctor said increased heart rate leads to the possibility of breeching (SP?) and that freaks me out even more.
I'm making her this big basket with all the baby stuff she needs to last her for a while (to go along with everything from the shower)...shampoo, lotion, powder, diaper cloth, diapers, baby wipes, etc...you get the idea.
I'm also making a huge balloon bouquet for whenever she actually has the baby. It's a girl, and they're naming it Calli...I don't really like the name a whole lot, but hey...it's not my kid! AND THANK GOD FOR THAT! I fucking hate spoiled little bratty children! I swear...if one more kid comes into Paper Factory and messes up one of my displays, WE ARE GONNA FIGHT! Those little bitches get away with murder, and the parents just sit there and smile and say, "Don't do that again." People are so inconsiderate.
The other day all these black people came to buy crap for a luau (apparently there's a big luau coming up in Donaldsonville). So they go...and there are like 4 signs saying "If the merchandise is opened, it is bought" and "All luau attire is non-returnable"....and they take out the grass skirts...and try them on...and they don't fit...so they THROW THEM ON THE FLOOR.
And like 5 of them come in the next day wanting to return leis because they were gonna get leis at the luau...HELLO?! I swear, some people can be so damn stupid!
Then today I was scheduled 11-7 at Winn Dixie...so my mom calls me at like 10:30 and tells me someone's coming pick up my car so if I want anything in it I have to get it out. So I'm going through my car...and it was so depressing. I ended up sitting in the driver's seat for like 20 minutes...I just sat there and thought about a lot of stuff. I shouldn't have gone in the car, because all day I just kept picturing me swerving around those cars and slamming into another one. I wish my judgment would have been better...I would have a nice vehicle by now and wouldn't have to worry about all this shit. I should have hit the cars that pulled out in front of me...but instead I avoided a wreck...and caused another one.
OK I got off topic...so I went through my car and all and showed up at Winn Dixie at like 11:30.
Winn Dixie's closing sometime in September...I get $100 in cash if I stay till the end...so I am.
But...my schedules are conflicting again...so I'm trying to find someone to switch with for the 3rd and 4th. The 3rd shouldn't be a problem. But the 4th...the people who are off are off because they REQUESTED. So nobody's gonna wanna switch. And I don't wanna piss Winn Dixie off because I want all those hours and that $100. But I also don't wanna piss Paper Factory off because that's where I'm gonna work once WD closes...and I'm moving up in November. I'm supposed to be getting a key to the store in a week or two. So yeah, I don't know what to do.
Anyways, I think I'm starting to ramble. I have to clean my disaster area I call my room and then I'm gonna try to go to bed...I have to work both jobs tomorrow.
It wouldn't let me fit all the songs I've listened to while writing this entry, so here they are....
1) These Boots Are Made for Walking - Jessica Simpson
2) Pon De Replay - Rihanna
3) Lose Control - Missy Elliot
4) Cater 2 U - Destiny's Child
5) Black Balloon - Goo Goo Dolls
6) Don't Cha - Pussycat Dolls
7) Seasons of Love - RENT