This day has been so bad.
I have no more medicine, and my throat hurts a goood amount. I made two blueberry milkshakes today. That's all I ever eat. I think I went to bed early. I had this weird sleep thing where I thought I went to bed at 1:40 but remember being awake at 3:30 and I haven't been able to sleep since then. I was lying in bed, cold, but too hot under the blanket. Turning every which to get comfortable. Thinking that my throat hurts, but not as bad as it used to. But my entire body is aching in a way I can't explain. I was definitely tired, my body even felt tired and ready to sink into the mattress, but I feel this tension that is making me toss and turn. I want to say it is because of the sickness (that is, my illness--not THE sickness), but I don't even know if that's true. It's cold in this room, in my room. I am cold. I am hot. I can't tell what this feeling is, but I'm in pain. My body is hungry for something. Possibly more sleep, and it is just going to be hard to get. I feel that I may throw up.