May 13, 2007 23:43
My swollen right hand from where I attempted to put my fist through a steal sign reminds me that the reality is that I may never be happy- Love is a fucking joke- it's become the "right thing to say"- It doesn't hold the same meaning as it did in the past- Which sucks for us living in the past. I just want to wake up one day and say, "What a good day to be alive." Not " what the fuck is wrong with me" I'm done with school right now- I walk in the summer- I'm thinking of joining the peace corp and going to China to teach English- I've never ran away from my problems but the idea is looking really good right now-
This is all fucked up-