The universe expands
I don't have many places to turn. Even though I know I can talk to him, I really can't... not from a lack of trying, but I know that what I feel is too much, everyone gets crushed by what I say... They change afterwards, and part of my heavy soul pulls them down with me..
It's like there's and underground coal fire in my heart... everything feeds it and all desperate measures to starve it are unsuccessful.
This feeling of free-falling helplessness clouds my judgement, every time I grow new skin it's ripped off.
How do I change toe narrative of the story.
How do I change the narrative without flapping the butterflies wings?
I feel like giving up and letting the flames consume me.. Maybe whatever form I take after will be more advantageous..
I am just afraid that it will be the end of who I am.
Even though I feel that I already have been fractured.. fractured yet it's the same image in each shard, just the light hits it differently..
There are just so many pieces. Spread so far. Longing to be closer.
It's like there's and underground coal fire in my heart... everything feeds it and all desperate measures to starve it are unsuccessful.
This feeling of free-falling helplessness clouds my judgement, every time I grow new skin it's ripped off.
How do I change toe narrative of the story.
How do I change the narrative without flapping the butterflies wings?
I feel like giving up and letting the flames consume me.. Maybe whatever form I take after will be more advantageous..
I am just afraid that it will be the end of who I am.
Even though I feel that I already have been fractured.. fractured yet it's the same image in each shard, just the light hits it differently..
There are just so many pieces. Spread so far. Longing to be closer.