The uncontrollable wallet
So I'm finding out that it is becoming increasingly difficult to be a girl in this type of industry... Mainly, just because everyone has this pre-concieved notion that every female is completely stupid when it comes to video games.
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I don't know what I want.. All I know is that I'm just feeling the itch to be creative, and it would be wonderful if I was able to get paid every day for just doing my art.. Which is why I've been looking into a career as a video game designer.. but whatever..
Enough of that, I'm pretty sure it's quite obvious how incredibly geeky I am now.. mew
In other news.. I am getting increasingly worried.. putting off the doc, I just haven't had the time..
Lately, I've been trying to lose some weight, and as the rest of me starts to shrink, there is a little bit more noticable lump in my pouch area... And I've been hurting very much too..
I just know that most of my cysts were ok, there was just one that needed to be checked on in 3 months for possible removal.. Blah.. I mean, I don't care if they take my ovaries, I'm not having kids, I just don't want to have like... months off of work...
Mew.. I miss you guys..
Oh yeah, Ryan turns 21 this Tuesday the 24th!! AND! He has promised me that he would have at least 1 drink! ^_^ I am excited, I've always wanted to drink with him............ (I wonder what kind of drunk he is... hmm..)
P.S. (We should all do something the weekend afterwards!)
P.P.S. (Ryan and I are going to be moving out soon, ((Juneish)) so... we may need some nice strong strapping boys, and girls to help out ((we'll pay in pizza, coke, candy, and love))^_^)
<3
~Megz
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I don't know what I want.. All I know is that I'm just feeling the itch to be creative, and it would be wonderful if I was able to get paid every day for just doing my art.. Which is why I've been looking into a career as a video game designer.. but whatever..
Enough of that, I'm pretty sure it's quite obvious how incredibly geeky I am now.. mew
In other news.. I am getting increasingly worried.. putting off the doc, I just haven't had the time..
Lately, I've been trying to lose some weight, and as the rest of me starts to shrink, there is a little bit more noticable lump in my pouch area... And I've been hurting very much too..
I just know that most of my cysts were ok, there was just one that needed to be checked on in 3 months for possible removal.. Blah.. I mean, I don't care if they take my ovaries, I'm not having kids, I just don't want to have like... months off of work...
Mew.. I miss you guys..
Oh yeah, Ryan turns 21 this Tuesday the 24th!! AND! He has promised me that he would have at least 1 drink! ^_^ I am excited, I've always wanted to drink with him............ (I wonder what kind of drunk he is... hmm..)
P.S. (We should all do something the weekend afterwards!)
P.P.S. (Ryan and I are going to be moving out soon, ((Juneish)) so... we may need some nice strong strapping boys, and girls to help out ((we'll pay in pizza, coke, candy, and love))^_^)
<3
~Megz