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[post hiatus blues]
3:21AM. September 3rd. 24hrs and counting until actual hiatus begins.
so firstly, i blame swee for making me read her rather emotional and touching message to her tlist (which i am very honoured to be a part of (♥)) so early in the day. therefore, feeling overwhelmed with sudden feels and thinking back on my the last two months with tlist, i just wanted to get my thoughts and feelings across too
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.sexslayiners
the fabulous trio of gee, swee and salma, who have graced my tlist with their warm spazzing and bubbly randomness. honestly, you guys are like the dash of the perfect spice to my timeline. as much as i enjoy talking to you, i also enjoy just watching the conversations carry on from one topic to another so freely (like does anyone think on those things? where you begin talking to someone with a certain topic, and then end up finishing the convo with a completely unrelated one. lol for example we'll be talking about how nice kyungsoo's voice is but then say good night while talking about how sexy sehun would look if he wore an apron naked and yixing walked in on him. see? unrelated but if it was tlist it would make sense...) anyways. i never remember how i first start talking to people, or through whom i was introduced to them. but nonetheless, i cherish the present time and the current friendships that i'm making right now.
gee; always quick to greet people; unnie is a bundle of love and hugs and MY DAILY DOSE OF VITAMIN-OH ♥ (i welcome those sehun spams anytime anyday). i still remember you commenting on my fic and me spazzing over it bc omg i love you and your stories. i know i said this already, but you're one of my favorite writers and i'm just so happy to have had the chance to talk with you. (oh and the fact that i got you as my runandgun prompter was totally ironic too /snorts/) forever congratulating you on your RN(registered nurse) status! \o/
swee; hurrrr. okay you started this on me and now i cant stop. llama-lord/alpaca-lover i cant remember which one you were but nonetheless i love you and your randomness and will always accept the eccentricity gracefully bc, hey, i'm sometimes like that too lol good luck on your studies and the best of luck to you (; u ;)b (oh and btw. always looking forward to your fics. asdfj; you are the fabulous paradisist. like. should i bow down at your feet, kiss the ground and all that bc you're writing always leaves me dumbfounded ;;;♥)
salma; you're such a kind and nice girl and always ready with open arms. and tbh i dont think we talked enough and i regret that the most as i leave on my hiatus ;___; (i blame most of it on timezone difference? ;;;) when i come back i'm going to flood your mentions and just have some bonding times ♥ i wish you the best with your studies and remember to always keep a smile! :)
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the people that get me jailed the most, emily and summer, and the coffee-mug-icon claire. sobs. i know i'm not gone forever, but it might as well be the same. it's going to be so weird not waking up your mentions and constantly talking to you guys over twitter or gdocs.
emily; hah. you. um. what is there to say? you were the luhan to my sehun (bc you wanted top!luhan and... yeah) but now idek what the fuck happened with that bc lumer rofl. you'll always be the cutie pie, the sun-baby to my teletubbie-land, the icing to the cake, bc honestly, you brighten up my timeline so much, you just dont know it :') i'm so glad we got to know each other, enough to say you're one of the closest friends i have on twitter, and ugh still regretting not being able to meet you when i was in toronto OTL (but at least we skyped lol) always have confidence in your writing, bc wow you really are talented, and no you do not have a lisp rofl. i'll try and be on when i can, but i'll definitely miss talking to you hun ;___; summer; #summeroll #summerstorm #lumer #tlist_bicycle /cough/ you know i care about you alot right? there were some ups and downs and twists and turns, but i'm glad i hung on and allowed myself to get to know you. you're such a fabulous girl and i honestly no one gets me jailed as much as you do. (but no one get you jailed as much as i do /cackles/ thats right. who has a h9 twitter account dedicated to herself. julierainbow, that's who.) the best of luck to your studies bb and always remember to keep a smile on that gorgeous face :') if you need us, never hesitate to mention us or send us a dm, you know that right? ♥
claire; still not over the fact that you're writing one chapter that is +10K. one chapter. i'll always cheer for you in the shadows and admire your work. at first i got to know you through lien-unnie's introduction, and then i realized you knew emily, and it kinda just clicked from there? lol you're so downtoearth and easy to talk to. i always feel intimidated when first talking to strangers, but i'm happy you were rather welcoming of my random introduction into your fandom life ;;;; wish i went to mcgill now, then who knows, you could've been my sunbae-nim lol always the best of luck to your studies, and also to your writing!! ♥
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youree and sarah. honestly you girls have no idea how much you're random conversations spam my entire timeline, and when i do find the curiosity to read it, it always leaves me smiling like an idiot bc hilarity.
sarah; friending meme!! lol in the beginning i remember talking to you alot. like it was mainly you and emily that got me started on twitter rofl (and then youree came and got me jailed for the first time) you're such a sweet and eccentric girl. i love your conversations bc it's always fresh and new and high amusing ngl lmao. i always enjoy our conversations and i will always admire you're detective skills; like i'll know who to come to when i need to find something rofl. good luck in school hun!! ♥
youree; one of the few korean dongsaeng's i know on tlist lol i guess i'll type this in english for convenience purposes hehe. thank you for everything 꼬마♥ i love your rather snarky-sweet attitude and forwardness. it's charming and nice and what i really like in a person :') i'm glad i got to know you and always grateful for your kindness and what you have shown me. it's those times where it made me wonder just who was the unnie lol thanks for letting me know how it feels to be jailed (bc im pretty certain you, and sarah, were the first people to lolol) and best of luck in school bb! i'm sure you'll do great!
.the-fabulous-people
those who i talked to for a short while and have managed to wiggle themselves into my circle of friends. honestly i wish i talked to them more often bc they're just awesome-awesome people, and i wish i wasnt a socially awkward turtle to begin with OTL to name a few they are, konnie, sd, chelsea, june, maia, other chelsea, shermaine, michelle, emily
konnie; i swear my timeline is the busiest when you are on lol always quick to tweet random stuff and spazz about almost everything, at first i was intimidated bc you were leadernim but i soon got over it bc asdfkj; you're such a sweet sweet girl who loves her own tlist very much and im glad i striked up a conversation with you. whenever i do it's always fun and easy :') wish you the best in school~! keep up with your korean!! \o/ haha always here if you need help (^u^)♥
sd; emily's soulmate, the young smartie, you're just a bundle of cute and fluff and can i pocket you plz. we havent had much time to chat, but when we did it was so fun :'D ganging up on summer and stuff rofl i hope you're not too bombarded with school, and wish you the best in everything bb♥
chelsea; (@cityscape) i think i've been following you for a while now (; u ;)/ but gdi i hate timezones bc you're on when i'm sleeping and i'm on when you're sleeping so i never get a clear chance to talk with you /sobs/ you're so open and friendly and always willing to listen, and i think that trait just makes whoever talks to you feel special :") btw has that invisibility cloak arrived yet? i bet the owl got lost... lol wish you the best in everything you do bb ♥ let's talk lots when i get back :')
june; i've known you only for a really short while and i'm still grateful for your runandgun story bc wow i still have feels for it and it was utter perfection /cries you're writing is fabulous and you yourself is fabulous too lol i enjoy randomly chatting with you and forever a part of your sexing list!! \o/ i wish i wasnt starting school so early ;___; i wanted more time to get to know my new tlist... but anywho, wish you the best in school and life, and go madrid! /cough/ barcelona too lol ♥
maia; can i call you unnie (; u ;) at first i had no idea how to approach you bc omg you're like one of my idols, so tbh i was quite intimidated ;;; but you're so sweet and nice and thoughtful, and i just wish i had more time to get to know you bc i really do (Q__Q) i love your baekhyun spazzing, and now have a habit of clicking every single link you tweet and saving that picture. (bc unf baekhyun, how can i resist). wish you the best of luck in school and work and life :') ♥
chelsea; (@sendandreceive) asdfkjl;;;; yet another one of my favorite writers who i have friended. honestly i love your stories, and flipped when you commented on mine rofl and then to realize you were the laptop-guru on tumblr XD wow. maybe i should've caught on with the similarity of the dp's but w/e, i know who you are now \o/♥ i dont think we talk on twitter much (;___;) but i value the times we chatted over tumblr and lj (still thankful with your laptop advice omg XD) wish you the best in life, and hopefully we'll talk more when i get back from school :') ♥
shermaine; (@exorbitare) honestly, you're such a kind person. you openly embrace my comments and make a person feel welcomed. i wish school wasn't starting so early bc i want to get to know you better (;___;) hopefully when i'm off this hiatus i'll talk to you more :')♥ forever your silent reader and supporting whatever you do bb. wish you all the best in school and life and hope you always keep your head held high :'D ♥
michelle; (@whaddupkrwees) \o/ the kind and mature unnie lol our random chat about school and university and life was rather...random rofl but i really did find it insightful and helpful!! it's nice to talk about something other than fandom now and then :') and i feel like i'm leaving right as we're kicking it off and asdjfkl; (;_____;) gdi...ihu school. i wish you the best in your studies!! gonna miss our chats ;~~; ♥
emily; (@panoramically) i think we talked the most in the beginning when we first met :') nowadays you seem so busy with life i just dont think i should butt-in too often, so i try to stay clear of your way (; u ;) but asdfj; i'm an awkward turtle when talking to others i find, but you're so accepting and nice, and whenever i do talk to you it's always enjoyable and fun. you're words are uplifting and i wish i could do the same for you bc you're such a kind person ♥ all the best to you in school and life :'D ♥
special mentions has to be jisun and mollie; although i've known you guys for a while, sometimes we have those long breaks where we rarely chat ;___; bb's ilu♥ you know that right?
i know i missed some people. and asdjkfl; i wish i could squeeze in all of you in here but i know i haven't spoken to some people as much as wanted to and i really do regret that (;~~;) i get attached to people easily and all... so yeah... /cries/
but wow. this is one long-ass message. clearly i'm not in the correct mindset at 4:20am (yes it took me an hour to type this jfc again i question my life choices...) i'll be on a [indefinite hiatus] from tumblr / twitter / lj. (filling my tumblr queue lol) my semester ends around christmas so you'll probably not see me too often until then. i'll try and write and maybe update with a story if i finish them, but no promises i suppose :')
i never realize just how important some people are to me until i have to say goodbye.
honestly i wish summer was longer. or i had gotten to know some of you sooner. never hesitate to drop me a mention! i'll probably randomly chat as well, especially on those nights where i get lonely ;____; (clearly 4AM gets me emotional /sobs/)
i probably left some things out. but.. again i repeat 4 AM...
good luck to everyone with school and work and life!
always smile and don't forget to keep your head held high!
-julie♥
