Unfortunately I can't actually change the name of my lj unless I want to pay 15 dollars, which I don't, or delete my journal, which I also don't really want to do. So that's obnoxious. Just so you all know, I think if I were renaming right now, I would be a_queer_sort. Thank you Hilda Doolittle.
In other words, I am not going to attempt an explanation of how things are going. H.D will suffice, for the moment.
"All of your life you will retain one or two bits of color with which all your life will be violently or delicately tinted."
"I am obsessed at this moment by the fear of losing an . . . obsession."
"She contributes her counters to the play of conversation with as good a grace as any. Yet all the time something nonrelated cause a queer sort of blurring out image. She couldn't think and talk and see and be, all at the same instant. Hardly knowing that she WAS, she let go more than one half of HER."
"Someone was asking her what she would take up next? Did one take up something next? What did one take, as they say, "up" after one had been banged on the head and sees triangles and molecules and life going on in triangles and molecules. . . what was "now" and what was "doing" and what was "what" precisely?"
Okay. Love to all.
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