Jan 12, 2005 13:47
school is going to kill me... i'm so not gonna make it even to the end of this quarter. i have so much work to do allllllll the time and i NEVER do ANY of it. okay, that's a lie. i procrastinate on it. like none other and then i end up being all stressed and sitting in front of my computer updating my pointless livejournal instead of fixing the stress and DOING THE WORK.
school was alright today though... teacher didn't feel good, so we got sent to the library to do research, where i think lainey and i were the only ones actually working.. yes, thank you, i am a nerd. so we're sitting at a table reading all about the fascinating life and times of angela davis when katy walks by ten thousand times (ie she walked by twice) and then sits down at a table nearby and starts talking to sheri and they were NOISY, but i didn't care.. then whitney and i think his name is mike... anyways, they came over talked to lainey and i for a few and then they joined sheri and katy.. holy cow, they were so loud!! but we were on the third floor and there really wasn't anyone else around so it didn't matter. lainey and i were just laughing about it.. when they left, it was weirdly silent. except for the bird noises that they play in the walkway from the library to the reading room. that was a little creepy.. silent library except for some twittering recordings of birds. you gotta love cascadia, right?
biology was a waste of time today.. i'm with the stoner group and it sucks!!!! they don't want to do anything, just talk about how stoned they were last night and how much they'd rather be stoned right then instead of in class. yuck.
should i go to europe?? the trip of a lifetime.. but it's a lot of money, it'd put me a little behind in school, i'd miss EVERYBODY so much, i probably wouldn't be able to afford to move out any time soon and there's that whole job thing that i can't just leave now that i'm a manager.... ireland, england, scotland, france, italy, germany, egypt, morocco...? *sigh* decisions. we'll see.. but i'm starting to doubt it. it might be worth it...
why is it that when you get a full night's sleep, you're more tired the next day? four hours was suiting me just fine, then i got eight last night and woke up more exhausted than when i'd fallen asleep. weird..