remember when i used to have a life?
everything has turned into school. i'm always at school. i'm always thinking about school. i dream about it, talk about it, stress about it. agh. and something funny i noticed the other day (when i was at school.. but basically, when am i not?)... is that in high school, an essay is an essay. and suddenly, here you are in college and it's a paper. when did an essay transform into a paper?? is it not "cool" to call it an essay? i don't think i've uttered the word essay ONCE since i started this year for fear of banishment for using such a high school term. just thought it was odd. sorry i'm a nerd. i'm a nerd running on almost zero hours of sleep per night for a week and i'm STILL sick (but better. thank god.) and the stress of school is KILLING ME. i've got six days of classes left.. seven if you count today. and then winter break and then MORE SCHOOL. who needs school anyway.... or group projects. or papers/essays. TAKE THAT COLLEGE, i can say essay and still be pretty damn cool. except for the part where i obviously am not because i'm sitting here at 7:45am in the SCHOOL LIBRARY typing on my livejournal instead of a)sleeping or b)doing my homework. aggggggh i don't have time for this!!!!!