argh.
don't you hate the feeling of you not being in control over ANYTHING in your life just ... awful???? hence the subject line of "argh". i feel rather arghish right now. if that makes sense. which i'm pretty damn sure it doesn't.
so i put that disgusting alto clarinet mouthpiece in my mouth for the last time ever last night. and when i say disgusting... i think only caitlin understands what i mean. the reed smells like ass and it's just.. ew. gross. the concert was rather bittersweet... it was like, thank god it's over, and then at the same time.. how is it all over so soon? i mean, i still remember getting up for my first morning of band in sixth grade and being totally freaked out and now - it's over. forever.
where has time gone?
how has my life been passing me by so quickly without my noticing?
thank you to everyone for the memories, you all have touched my life. some of you more than others have made a greater impact on who i am today, but everyone has done something to help shape me.
*sigh* wish me luck on not crying this next week.... oh god, i'm gonna be such a mess.
so i put that disgusting alto clarinet mouthpiece in my mouth for the last time ever last night. and when i say disgusting... i think only caitlin understands what i mean. the reed smells like ass and it's just.. ew. gross. the concert was rather bittersweet... it was like, thank god it's over, and then at the same time.. how is it all over so soon? i mean, i still remember getting up for my first morning of band in sixth grade and being totally freaked out and now - it's over. forever.
where has time gone?
how has my life been passing me by so quickly without my noticing?
thank you to everyone for the memories, you all have touched my life. some of you more than others have made a greater impact on who i am today, but everyone has done something to help shape me.
*sigh* wish me luck on not crying this next week.... oh god, i'm gonna be such a mess.