who knew.
im feeling very artistic. monday chris and i came home early and went to michaels for 2 hours. we spent like $90 on the most ridiculous art supplies ever. then we spent the rest of the day creating things. he painted a bunch of tshirts and i made a scrapbook? i dont know. and i also had this crazy idea that on my lunch break i would go to love park and draw so i carry my brand new sketchbook around everyday and do i ever go to love park to draw? absolutley not. not even close. ohh well it was fun for that hour or so. getting off that subject. ive been feeling pretty good lately. despite getting beat up by blood, getting kicked out, having no money, being depressed and having crazy fits of anxiety attacks. im awesome hahaa. i really miss my mama. i feel like havnt seen her in forever. hopefully we can reunite this weekend. on the upside, i hung out with bean recently. i didnt realize how much i missed her until i saw her. i couldnt stop hugging and kissing her. shes even more beautiful then i remember. im sooo happy. i have no plans for this weekened so fingers crossed they involve alot of friends, alot of drugs & alcohol andd a good party. i hope someone calls. right now im at work trying to waste time. this could just possibly be the worst and most boring job ive ever had. even worse then the 212 degree pizza shop in the middle of july. ohh well its money, i geuss its worth it. friday amandalyn is comming out with me and chris on a double date. we've hooked her up with one of christophers good friends. i really want it to work out. she deserves something good in her life. i was explaining her personality and it really hit me how fucking awesome she is. im soo happy shes in my life. besides the fact that we do drugs together and get completely out of control she really is such a good influence on me. ahh i wish i had something intresting to write about but apparently i dont. hit me up cause god knows im about to die from boredom.
I LOVE LIFE...for now.
I LOVE LIFE...for now.