never thought i'd say this...
I am so over this. I have been put through such pain and heartache thanks to you, and I am finally over it. This may be the best feeling in the whole world. Knowing that I matter, and that I can and will be treated like the princess that I am. I deserve that. I deserve a man who would never cheat on me. Someone who dreams about me, someone who thinks that every move I make is a beautiful one. I am sick of feeling bad about myself. I am sick of crying. And I will never ever let you take away my smile again. People take for granted how wonderful it is to be able to smile, but when you can't for sooo long you realize how amazing it feels when you finally do again. You've made me realize what I DONT want in a man. Sure, I miss you. And yes, I had fun. But I am worth so much more than what you gave me. I will never allow anyone to treat me the way you did. I hope one day you grow up and realize how much pain you put me through. And I hope that when that day comes.. you feel bad. Because you should. You were my first love and I will never forget you, but I'm done. I am done. So thats that. I really never thought that I would be able to say that. I am soooo happy!! And I am sOoOoOoOo over this.