is it good?
I'm just sittin in the theatre listening to my CD player, sitting next to the coolest girl ever, Alyssa... aimlessly letting my mind wander on and on about things that leave me with a smile on my face. I'm tired of being sad, I'm tired of being confused, I'm tired of letting my own thoughts disintegrate my heart and feelings. Instead, I think of everything that is right in my life, which is infinitely more than the bad things. I have so much good going on in my life to stay down. Life had a good way of kicking me when I was down... and I think I was the only one to blame. But, I'm up now... no one is kicking me and things are good. I have found the comfortable median that I feel like I've been searching for quite some time now. I'm listening to the Postal Service... and they definitely make me happy due to the fact that I can see her singing it in my mind. I come to find that a lot reminds me of her... there are just too many moments that cause happiness and the occasional smile.
Well, ladies and gents... Junior Girls is this Saturday and it WILL be kick ass! I'm not really sure if I'm going yet, but if I do, it will be bad ass! I think I'm gonna end up cooking again for the crew before we leave in our party bus. We will probably be a bit tipsy... but all the more fun! See ya there!!! If I go, I'll have to go with Alex and all them... she did give me a ticket and all. I was talking about going with some other people... but that would just be pretty dickin' of me.
Thanks for not being rediculous on my last journal... I do have feelings for her... even though we might not go anywhere with it... I just don't appreciate people giving me crap about who I like. I appreciate it... honestly.
later gators...
-Dustin "the wind"
Well, ladies and gents... Junior Girls is this Saturday and it WILL be kick ass! I'm not really sure if I'm going yet, but if I do, it will be bad ass! I think I'm gonna end up cooking again for the crew before we leave in our party bus. We will probably be a bit tipsy... but all the more fun! See ya there!!! If I go, I'll have to go with Alex and all them... she did give me a ticket and all. I was talking about going with some other people... but that would just be pretty dickin' of me.
Thanks for not being rediculous on my last journal... I do have feelings for her... even though we might not go anywhere with it... I just don't appreciate people giving me crap about who I like. I appreciate it... honestly.
later gators...
-Dustin "the wind"