ahh.... Thespians...
Well, Thespians was a blast!! I left from school on Tuesday, and just got back on Sunday! I had an absolutely amazing time! I bonded with people I love and met people I will grow on! I ended up getting phone numbers from really interesting girls and I'm feeling a lil bettter about myself. On the first night, I met some really nice girls from Big Spring... and I was unknowingly being observed by Sklar... she says when she saw me hanging out with them and swimming with them and stuff, that I was actually pretty attractive. Never had she seen me be completely myself... I was smiling because they made me smile, not because I was putting on any false fronts. She said I came and brought my "game"... and she had never seen that... and if I kept on the path I was.. I would be able to get any girl I wanted! Now, some may say that I have a killer ego... but the reality WAS that I was REALLY self-conscience... and doubted a lot about myself. I'm not egotistical now or anything... but I do have a new outlook on the way I approach people. I shouldn't stress and worry about pleasing people, because I naturally can do that without working so hard for it... I just need to be myself! Whitney showed up with all the others on Thursday... and it was awesome... the whole day, her and I bonded and continued to build our friendship... it was great! The next day was a little bit more weird... I don't know what happened in my little head... but I started to get really jealous and stuff... and I just had to sit her down and talk about what was going on through both of our heads... she helped see the reality of a lot of things...and I just need to be her friend... I need to be there for her in every way that I can... I love her to death and the last thing I want to do is hurt her! We're too good of friends to ruin it over me trying to get with her. Don't get me wrong, I would date her in a heartbeat... but there is no sense in me over-analyzing and stressing about it if she doesn't want a relationship with ANYONE... So, I respect her for that... and it has truly helped me!
Our shows went really well... Mark and Caroling received acting awards from my show... and Whitney and Doug got some from Ty's... the other 3 shows also received some. I'm really proud of the outcome.
Right after Amatuers, which went amazingly well, me and Madelyn went to the salsa and swing lessons... OMG!! We kicked so much ass... we were a bit confused with the swing, but we kind of fixed it our own way and made it work, and it's awesome. The salsa on the other hand.... we ARE HOT!!! We've got plans... it's gonna be awesome! We broke it down and ended with nicknames... she's the Mad Hatta... and I graciously received the name DustBunny from Carder... great guy. So, it's official... me and Mad are the Swang and Salza Mastaz!!!! Holla Balla!!!
On the way home, me and Whit had another talk which ended very well I think! We talked last night... we just fixed the wrongs and made everything right again... everything is looking up and I'm loving every minute of it! And as far as the whole girlfriend thing goes... ya... I used to stress a whole damn lot about it... but it's not necessary... if it happens, it happens! Whatever... I'm just having a kick ass senior year... gotta enjoy life.
-Dustin
Our shows went really well... Mark and Caroling received acting awards from my show... and Whitney and Doug got some from Ty's... the other 3 shows also received some. I'm really proud of the outcome.
Right after Amatuers, which went amazingly well, me and Madelyn went to the salsa and swing lessons... OMG!! We kicked so much ass... we were a bit confused with the swing, but we kind of fixed it our own way and made it work, and it's awesome. The salsa on the other hand.... we ARE HOT!!! We've got plans... it's gonna be awesome! We broke it down and ended with nicknames... she's the Mad Hatta... and I graciously received the name DustBunny from Carder... great guy. So, it's official... me and Mad are the Swang and Salza Mastaz!!!! Holla Balla!!!
On the way home, me and Whit had another talk which ended very well I think! We talked last night... we just fixed the wrongs and made everything right again... everything is looking up and I'm loving every minute of it! And as far as the whole girlfriend thing goes... ya... I used to stress a whole damn lot about it... but it's not necessary... if it happens, it happens! Whatever... I'm just having a kick ass senior year... gotta enjoy life.
-Dustin