Maybe next time...
So I had to end things with Aaron... i very much like him and care for him, there was just an inability on his part to follow through with things and that left me feeling disrespected and uncared for. Really my only expectations are that people will do what they say they will do, let me know if it changes - and treat me with consideration... He couldnt provide that... at least not at this point in his life. His priorities are very different from mine... he and his friends stay up until 4 or 5 am and get up at 10 to go to work fast food... I just can't do that. I am an 11pm bedtime person and up at 8 to go to a professional job. Not saying one is "better" than another, I just dont have the mental energy to operate on such limited sleep (and a hangover)... and from what I understand fast food doesnt necessitate mental discipline. I think our cores are very similar, and we have the capsity to be great together - but he's going through a lot in his life that leaves him not prioritizing a relationship high enough to meet my minimal expectations. Oh well... :o) Of course it's sad but not nearly as sad or disappointing as I was when he wanst following through. *shrugs*