stayed up late

[dustino2you]

hey i stayed up late and thought about my life

i want my mother to love me no matter what and i know she will
i know that she wants me to go to college and be sucessful in my life
i dont think college is right for me anymore
i want her to see that
i wish our lives didnt have to be meausred in money and titles
all i want in my life is the following
to be loved
to love my friends and family
to have a job
to never ever be in monetary debt to anyone ever
to have my parents accept my life choices even if they dont agree with them
to make the best out of the one chance i have at this life and this world and not be consumed by all the bullshit nothingness of this world
i want to love my family
i want to survive

just know that i love everything that everyone has done for me in my life and im not trying to ruin anything anymore i just dont want the people in my life to think of me as a failure if i dont have a fancy salary or job title or degree attached to my name and know that all i want in life is for them to love me and accept me for whatever i choose to do even if they cant see the reasoning or dont agree with it