Yeaaaaaa

Oct 27, 2005 23:57

So today was an awesome day- doesn't matter why, it just was! Got to talk to someone today an it was great that she got what I sent her... All the other people (all 3 of you) will never know what it was.... So tomorrow I'm going to have Cingular look at my phone an make sure it ain't broke... I'll start work Monday, and I'm not leaving for Georgia until next Sunday- everythings good again- Mike, if ya could... I dunno... CALL ME BACK? Damn we don't ever talk anymore... Monica called me last night :-D Then she told me she would rather go stab and cut up random pumpkins than talk to me- I was kinda worried/disturbed, but mmmk... I figure she needed to relieve some stress... So next time I need to do that, I'll stab up some fruit- yes pumpkins are fruit (the seeds are on the inside...) Soooo... I had to double check that so I didn't look dumb- not that I care... So do yall like my "meet bob" icon? Kicks ass don't it... I went an shot pool tonight at Bayou Billiards. I wasn't shooting all that great, but I was playing by myself for practice, so I guess that's why.

I had this weird dream last night...... Me, Amy an Monica, Mike an my friend Brittany were there... but only Amy was next to me, the others were talkin, an I was going to visit my dad... so I walk off an I see em thru the fense (like he's in jail or something...) an he smiles an waves at me. I was gonna try an break him out, but I never did... I never even got to talk to em. I waved back an then abuncha black dudes were takin em into the side of the building, then I woke up... 3 days and it'll be 2 years... 2 fucking years..... So much has happened... so much is yet to happen... Papa really needs you to look over him, and I'm doing my best to make the right decisions... Sometimes it- it just get's hard, and I lose sight of whats really important- being happy. Overall, I'm happy right now... The pain will never go away, but I have to adapt an learn to live with it- someone brings alota happiness into my life tho, so that helps alot. Aunt Brenda is probably doing her best too- I know she's under alot of pressure, but I can't help but think there's more she could do. I don't know how much influence Uncle Jim has but... I dunno... Everything happens for a reason, for his plan to take place... So who am I to question that right? Well, it's late and I should goto sleep... Hope everyones having a great week, and everyone be safe on Halloween an this weekend. Goodnight.

Dustin
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