Sep 17, 2006 23:33
blah blah blah
im getting the blahs out of the way
nothing interesting ever happens, which leaves it up to me to create the interesting, unfortunately im the only one that finds any of it interesting
i got a sweet bike frame, its beautiful and glorious and blue
i met a sweet girl, but i havent seen her in a month (she went to indonesia)(or this is the most elaborate ploy to ditch me EVER){we're going to get throwing stars and destroy the universe}
ive been working a bunch (no challenge at all, when i push i need someone to push back, or i begin to doubt the fabric of reality)
ive been drinking too much (or not enough, or just the right amount with the wrong mindset)
my mom is coming to visit? but shes the only one?
i get shit for leaving everyone behind (everytime i go anywhere), but no one ever comes to see me, fuckers
one of few americans that i give a shit about is leaving america, most of the others have already outgrown me (i am the worn out shirt that no one wants to part with but just doesnt make any sense to keep)
for the first time in yeeeeeeears ive got a thousand bucks in the bank, the urge to spend it is completely ridiculous, and i find myself offering it to people far too often, the idea of having enough money to pay the rent for a few months sort of makes me feel nauseous, and so i must get rid of it (bike parts, oh yes)
im thinking of building a big hydroponic vegetable garden in my apartment, i could keep it going all year, and itd be cool as hell, despite being the shadiest thing ever (yes sir, im the dirty young man that needs indoor gardening gear, whats marijuana?)
despite everything being so mediocre, my beard is coming in nicely