May 11, 2006 12:30
i have had that song stuck in my head for days now. damn you simon and garfunkel, damn you to hell.
its going to be a long and boring day. i can already tell. it sucks when you are really looking forward to the weekend because thursday and friday drag by. i wish i could sleep through thursday and friday. it'd be like (yawn) wow its saturday awesome.
you know whats odd? i came across an old lyric book i wrote in when i was in the band. this is a song i wrote about 2 years ago.
you left me here too long alone
she's working late i should have known
with eyes wide open i could not see
all those lies that i believed
i fight those pictures on the wall
my life now seems so fucking small
i thought our relationship would stay
i see my life in shades of grey
she's so damn hot
she's so damn sexy
dont worry bout the way she treats me
she's so damn hot
she's so damn sexy
all that matters is the way she does me
she cant control me anymore
my feelings will not be ignored
i can see she never cared
always knew but was too scared
so much to see behind those eyes
with each look i wish to die
so many words i wanna say
my silent life in shades of grey
she's so damn hot
she's so damn sexy
dont worry bout the way she treats me
she's so damn hot
she's so damn sexy
i cant get away from her when she wants me
(heavy part)
i think she wants me - i know i want her
i think she needs me - i know i need her
i think she loves me - i know i love her
but she's just using me - i fucking hate her
i fight this battle in my head
i'll just crawl back into her bead
i cant fight this anyway
i see my life in shades of grey
now my life is shades.......of.......grey
the end
It just seems odd now that everything has happened. alot of it is close to real life (except she's not hot and i wouldnt touch her again with a 10 foot pole)