May 20, 2006 12:19
the rolling stones had it right. "you can't always get what you want" there are so many things i want to do with my life in the next few years but i cant because of bad decisions in the past. if only i hadn't dont this or this or if i could do that.. but i did and i cant. i'll have to learn to lived with that no matter how hard it is. i've lived my own life and i will have to live with the concequences. there are still a few ways out of most of my monetary obligations. gonna work on that monday. i know i'm being vague, but live with it.
on a better note this weekend is going really well so far. i'm glad i took 1/2 a personal day yesterday. it would be awesome if i didnt have to work the full 8 hours today. maybe mark will let me go home.
i've been this big pile of sappy cliche (that normally i would make fun of) for the past week and its enjoyable... i'm pathetic..