Jul 02, 2006 03:57
to make sure that i won't kill someone? the past week i've come close to buying a gun, and pretty much for all the reason anti-gun activists want them done away with. gun enthusiests wouldn't like me as well but...yeah. it just seems like this year has gone by so fast. i mean it's already half way over. literally. and what have i done? save for scotland, and then foolishly spend the money on a dream. a dream that is only partly acheived. so now what do i have? no place to set up my drums, and not enough money to buy a plane ticket (and prices are slowly rising).
i'm a piece of trash.
i've been thinking about joining an armed force lately. it seems to be the only way to get anything done. i find it ironic though, because i always thought that soldiers were brainless copies of each other, trained to be as damn close to a machine as possible. but now when i think about being a soldier, maybe someone found the key. you get in shape, you get paid sooooooo much money, and can get employed elsewhere and collect retirement. all you have to do is sell your soul
seems thats how a lot of things are going these days.