The future freaks me out.
Click to viewThe questions everyone keeps asking me is: Are you scared about going away for training?
You know I don't think so, I'm scared about the plane ride and I'm scared that I'll leave and my mother will throw away my playboy hand-me-down collection. Yeah right now I'm frantic and stressed cause I'm not ready cleaning wise or packing wise. Days like these I wish I was male and I could just throw it all in at the last minute and be fine. But I think all in all, I'm not really scared of what's going to happen in CT. If I'm upset it's over things like missing my friends and cat, not getting to watch my normal anime on TV and not having any manga there with me.
Will I miss my family? My mother atleast, but I think I'll miss my friends far more then my family. Just how it is for me.
It was nice, today my family had a little going away party for me, my grandparents came up and Kathy and Stacy came over. It was nice to see them cause we don't get to hang out that much, and it's hard since Stacy is in Philly. I was really glad she took a train in to see me, it was very nice of her. Kathy brought us more tomatoes, yumminess~. And she got my two cards and some money which is always great when your a student. Stacy came with danish from the redding terminal market, I got the last two pieces since apparently when we were down stairs it got eaten. And Carol and my grandfather brought me 2 pounds of chocolates from her daughters shop in Seaford. I can't tell what anything is cause she makes and packages them herself, so it's not labled, but it's yummy. I learned a very interesting fact that Carols daughter never went to culinary school, she became a chocolate maker from learning in her own home with recipes she made up. Well I need to get back to packing, thanks you everyone that came and it was great to have you there and hang out with you.