Dec 03, 2005 17:16
i leaved against the wall.. near the entrance to the palladium holding my nose, trying to stop it from bleeding. i could feel my face swelling and hurting. but i smiled. and talk to dan and mark. and drank the water the security guard gave me. they were so attentive and ready to help. it stopped bleeding and i couldnt get the blood off my face. so he spit on his tshirt and wiped the blood from around my nose. oh dan. hes grown up alot since i left and i miss him. mark came over and finished cleaning my dried blood while dan was on the phone. so pretty much i cant take care of myself and ineed my boys to help me. but thats ok. i like it when they take care of me.
i was thrown into the reallybad pit for the first band aiden. i admire their lead singer who has been battling a drug addiction for years, and finally has gotten over and stayed clean. otherwise im not a fan. bayside was alright. depressing. but alright. silverstien and hawthorne heights were fine too. im not really crazy about any of the bands that played but i just wanted to go to a show. i miss it so much. but steadly its gotten more adn mroe voilent. which really bums me out. i remeber when you could go into the circle pit and run around. none of this crazy flailing arms, punchign the shit out of people that goes on now.
i saw flo. which was fabulous i miss her alot at school. and i plan on seeing her again.
i saw jarrod for the first time in months. dan and i ventured forth before the show to see him, i thought it was going to be awkward, but it wasnt. it was sortof nice. he knows me well, we have all these funny little memories together, and it was just sortof comfortable. all in all it was a good day yesterday. i ssaw everyone at school, and visited with my teachers and my friends. it was nice.
im with greg now at BU. it will be fun. but my face is swollen. silly boys.