lost

[dusted_rose]

ok....so I just finished a huge big cry....the kind you only have once every like five years...I have never had one before. As of right now, I have no house key (either of them), two very angry parents, a family willing to take me in with open arms, no money, and an ultimatum. My mother took my house key so that I couldnt have a life - I have to come home whenever they are home otherwise I wont be able to get in....according to her I have no right to have a key to her house. My parents just spent the morning tearing me apart...Tyrel's family even wants me out of here...I am kinda broke until Friday...and I have to choose between my happiness and my education. Either I stay here, be unhappy, almost never see Tyrel or anyone at that because I wont be able to go anywhere because I dont have a key, but go to school........or I could leave today, take only what I can carry in garbage bags and small boxes, but be happy by not being here. If I leave I have to supply the funds for my education and there is no way I can do that on my own. If I stay it is at the cost of my life.

I'm so lost....I dont know what to do...I know I need my education and it is what I have wanted since I was about six...but not at the expense of my happiness...