I think I have made up my mind!

[dustdiva]

So I am pretty sure I am going to go back to school in the fall....I went at looked at Calhoun comunnity college online today..it is really cheap n it's cheaper to live there.....I was worried about having to spend so much time alone but latley I have been spending a lot of time alone.....But I have really learned to enjoy it..I have relized a lot about myself latley...a few things I want to change and a lot of things I never will! I am ME!!!!! and one day I will find someone who can deal with that! That will love everything about me but Right now I am that person for once in my life I really like myself...and it feels damn good....lol!!! So I am really excited about moving I am gonna try to catch up on all my debt in the next few months! Hopefully I can get a grant for school but if not I am gonna bite the bullet and take out the loans.. I am gonna try to go full time and get a small job in decatur or huntsvile but still work every sat n sunday at the cheesecake....Just come home every weekends and work doubles....that will be my bill money n my side job at school will be my live off of money!!! I think I am gonna look into gettin a dog to so if anyone knows of anyone trying to get rid of a small house dog let me know or if you know any good areas of huntsville or decatur to look for a one bedroom....I don't need anything to fancy....rember I am on a budjet....YAY!!! I fell like my life has direction again...I can't wait to be out of school!!! well shit I can't wait to start!! I'll even have health insurance again because I will be a full time student how much does that rock!!! I can't wait to tell my parents I think they r gonna be excited....not that I am movin to decatur but they will love love love that I am going back to school...YAY!!! Things are really good right now....thank God!!! It's been so long since things made sense and latley it all really has!! Oh and Ryan I am so SORRY FOR WHAT I DID THE OTHER DAY I AM A BITCH AND I AM SORRY!!!! I WAS IN THE WRONG!!! BUT I HOPE ARE FRIENDSHIP IS STRONG ENOUGH THAT WE CAN GET OVER THIS SPAT!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!! Ok......don't ask about that......Talk to everyone soon!
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