spin no more!!!!
I quit guard....I never thought I would say that.....I have been so deppressed about money latley though and I decided I would be a lot less stressed if I thought with my brain instead of my heart. In my heart guard will always be first but in my mind I know I have to pay my bills. so I have been really upset for the past 24 hours.....i fell like someone died....it really sucks...WE decided to go to nashville a day earlier now. We r going up tonight to stay with Adam. That should be fun we will hang out with him tomorrow during the day and then go to the pagent that night.....or at least part of it...we are gonna stay tomorrow night too. WE are going to see gwen in a week!! YAY!!! I can't wait......it's gonna be super fun!!! Well that is about it.....I am really sad about the whole guard thing but I don't know if I can cry anymore about it but I said that last night and I cried about it this morning I will probably get really upset about 6 when I know they are at rehersal.....*tear*!